Day 05 : A time u thought about ending ur life.

我也是想用华语写! 哈哈

比较好表达自己的感觉,真的.

英文不够流利,很难真正写出自己的心情.

^^

死亡,是个蛮严肃的问题?

不懂怎样表达.

我不喜欢死亡的感觉.

死亡,代表永远的分离.

有时,这个是很难接受的事实.

我明白,每一天,每一个地方,都会有人死亡,这是不变的事实.

我们改变不了.

能够做的,就是活好现在,别让自己留有遗憾.

我自己,有,当然有过那种冲动的想,

如果自己不在这个世界上,那该多好!

真的是,想而已.

人,总会有不如意的时候.

在世界上,不可能每一件事情,都顺心顺意的.

那时的冲动,真的很幼稚.

还是很小孩子的想法,才会有的冲动.

没有记错,应该是,同一时间,

成绩的打击,家人的不体谅,还有感情的冲击.

一下子,一堆东西挤过来,

难免,会想歪去.

不过现在不会了.

生命可贵啊.

真的.

真的,很不喜欢,死亡.

可是,如果到那一天,真的必须死去,

希望,

自己,真的没有遗憾.

Day 04 : 15 random facts about u.

HOHO this is fun!

1. I like people call me fish or ikan in stead of my name actually, but my coll friends not really used to it.

2. I know i am fat but please accept the fact. I hate keep fit and stop myself from eating meat. Imma meat-lover.

3. I seriously fall in love with Fast and Furious series! Dominic Torretto - Vin Diesel, he so man! i LOVE him.

4. I love to eat, non-stop eating especially when im bad mood.

5. I need a boyfie who can take care of me and make me laugh, but where is he?

6. I am just a normal girl, dont look me too strong. HAHA

7. I love my home although i still non-stop argue with my family but I feel warm. Alone at outside just too lonely.

8. I love novel, especially love novels.

9. I love watch, especially ODM.

10. Most important, i love PURPLE, anything in PURPLE. I always a PURPLE girl! HAHA

11. If you want to make me cry, is just damn easy. I cry for anything even just saw a old man or woman walk alone on the road.

12. I try-ing hard to make myself hardworking, but i failed everyday. =/

13. Seriously addicted to We Get Married - Adam Couple and 2am currently, <3

14. Stressful because studyng A-Level, it just too hard to me, but i will add oil to do my best!

15.I love listen to song, any types of song, except noisy song! haha

Thats all~ 15 random facts! ^_^

Day 03 : A picture of somewhere u've been to.

I went many places before, but didnt really take pictures. ==

This picture was taken when i had my trip with family to Langkawi.

Can you saw me?

Seriously, i was in the picture!

Langkawi, nice place for beer and chocolate lover only.

Quite relaxing, but boring also.

Nothing much can do over there.

^^

Small place and no nice food.

Kesian.

I had decided to put another picture where i went to Hatyai.

Somewhere in Thailand.

Nice experience!

I was capturing the birds there,

while my sister was captured me! HAHA

I love this picture very muchie.

And that was an awesome place to me!

NICE FOOD.

And CHEAP CLOTHING. HAHA

Day 02 : Where u'd like to be in 10 years.

after 1o years, i will be age of 28.

OMO! Cant imagine it seriously!

Still got a long long way to go.

And the question is where? LOL!

Sure somewhere in the earth lah, aboh? HAHA

I hope after 10 years, i no longer stay in Malaysia?

Maybe Korea?

Maybe Australia?

Maybe Singapore?

Hmm, but seriously, i still love Malaysia the most.

I think i will still stay in Malaysia, work in Malaysia.

But definitely will go travel to other country every year!

That's my dream!

Travel all around the world! ^_^

Maybe i will be in Penang at that age?

I probably stay there for whole life?

Because of the FOODS! haha

Most important thing to me. LOL

HMMM,

quite fun when typing this post.

I keep on imaging if i am there, how likely it would be?

HAHA

Best part that i had imagine,

At a very sunny day,

I am wearing dress with high heels,

holding my boyboy's hand,

walking along the beach,

enjoying the smell of the sea,

feeling the sunshine,

and suddenly,

my boyboy take out a diamond ring!

and then, haha! you know lah!

Then, he sing to me,

my favourite song on the beach,

in front of everyone!

Then, i am crying, and say I do!

LOL! LOL!

So 38 lah me~~~~ ^^

Day 01 : Your current relationship, if single discuss how ur single life is.

My current relationship = Single. ^_^

How my single life is?

Hmm, still consider okay lah.

Now study time, should not think about love love things.

I am a good girl. HAHA

Its been quite a long time since my last relationship.

Already biasa stay alone.

No someone special, who really I care of.

Such a long time, sure got crush,

but all didnt last for a long time.

Kinda like maybe too bored to be alone,

wanna find some CIGEK things to make my life more interesting.

HAHA

Single life, not bad XD

Like what i saw from Soya's post,

no sms, no phone call,

no need to make report for every minute's action,

no need to care of someone's feeling whenever i play or chat with others boys,

can do what ever i want and no one really kacau kacau at side.

But sure, got sometimes, will feel like,

Hmm, if there was someone with me, whenever im in down weather, not bad also.

Hmm, if sometimes, someone did some romantic and suprise things to me, not bad also.

Hmm, if someone can make me laugh everyday, not bad also.

Hmm, if someone can cook for me, not bad also.

Hmm, if someone can bring me here and there to play and eat, not bad also.

HAHA

Too bad, i haven't found my boyboy yet.

No one attracted me, except JoKwon. ^^~

Nevermind, i can wait, HAHA.

Wait until my Boyboy muncul in front of me.

I enjoy my life now, but hope for a better life in future.

Challenge

30 Days of Challenge

Day 01 : Your current relationship, if single discuss how ur single life is.
Day 02 : Where u'd like to be in 10 years.
Day 03 : A picture of somewhere u've been to.
Day 04 : 15 random facts about u.
Day 05 : A time u thought about ending ur life.
Day 06 : A picture of something/someone tat has biggest impact on u.
Day 07 : Ur zodiac sign and if u think it fits ur personality.
Day 08 : A moment u felt most satisfied with ur life.
Day 09 : How u hope ur future will be like
Day 10 : Discuss ur first love and first kiss.
Day 11 : Another picture of u and ur friend
Day 12 : Bullet ur whole day
Day 13 : Nickname u have , and y do u have them
Day 14 : Your earliest memory.
Day 15 : Someone u admire
Day 16 : A letter to someone who has hurt u recently
Day 17 : Your highs and lows of tis past year
Day 18 : Your beliefs
Day 19 : In tis past month, wat have u learned
Day 20 : A picture of u last year and now, how have u changed
Day 21 : One of your favourite show
Day 22 : wat r u doing in tis 30 day challenge
Day 23 : Describe ur favourite movie
Day 24 : Someone who fascinate u and why
Day 25 : what kind of person attracts u
Day 26 : A problem tat u had
Day 27 : something u miss
Day 28 : goal for next 30days
Day 29 : something u could never get tired of doing
Day 30: your highs and lows of tis month.

I MUST COMPLETE IT! <3