What's on my mind?

A2要靠好好来啊
能不能出国 就看这一关了
加油啊 孩子
你知道 家人对你的期望有多大的

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Day 20 : A picture of u last year and now, how have u changed


Year 2010


Year 2011


变化?
应该还好吧.
样子,还是一样.
只是,
头发长了,
眼镜换了,
头发颜色不一样了.
可是,还是一样的胖,一样的没身材. 哈哈

性格上,
越来越成熟?
越来越独立?
自己也不清楚.

我活得很好.

还是一样懒惰,
还是一样没动力.

我就是我,
真的,
没什么大变化.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Day 18 : Your beliefs

我相信 有努力就有回报

我相信 外表不是一切

我相信 女生爱看帅哥

我相信 爱

我相信 只要你肯踏出第一步,剩下的路,更容易走

我相信 没有永远的失败

我相信 爱的眼神

我相信 学习成长,才是王道

我相信 亚当夫妇,最高 *不明白的,就这样吧,哈哈.

我相信 星座

我相信 我有我的Young

我相信 我是最棒的

我相信 只要用心,就有回报

我相信 只要努力,会有人看到.

我相信 恋爱不是大过天

我相信 你也相信的.

Day 17 : Your highs and lows of tis past year

去年吗?
2010年,好像真的发生很多事情.

17岁的一年,不圆满的一年.
发生很多不愉快的事情.
在我的17岁,留下一笔不完美的痕迹.

当然也有开心的事情,比起来,总是,伤心的比较痛.

我看回以前写的部落文,回想自己做了什么.
发现,真的,好多. 哈哈

我的Lows
先写不开心的事情,哈哈.
因为一些事情,失去了很好很好的朋友.
真的很遗憾,
虽然,后来有尽力的和好,
可是,
裂痕存在了,关系不再如以往.
那段时间,很伤心.
毕竟,真的是我很了解的女生,也很了解我的.
希望,有一天,能够,遗憾能够消失.

我的Highs
好像没有真正真正很高兴的事情.
唯一一个,应该是生日?
哈哈
跟好朋友一起庆祝的, ^^
幸福的生日.

就这样吧.

Monday, July 25, 2011

Day 16 : A letter to someone who has hurt u recently

致 : 某人

你最近好吗?
我们好像很久没见了.

又来了啊,又冷战了.
为什么,我们那么有缘无分啊?
每次争争吵吵,
不是你不让我,就是我不让你.
每次,谈得好好的,就是会无端端吵架.
我们,真的很冤家?

不喜欢,跟你吵架.
真的,讨厌那种感觉.
你知道吗,
每次跟你吵过后,会超后悔的.
后悔自己为什么,那么固执,不肯冷静下来,看看问题在哪里.

我们都在浪费彼此的精神和时间,对吧?
吵了,又和好,
和好,再吵.
冷战,都不懂有好几回了.

有时,在想,为什么不要妥协?

如果,我们把吵架的时间,省下来好好沟通,
或许,我们的生命有不同的变化,对吧?

我知道你不会看到这封信.

还是想你知道,
你是唯一一个,
能够在任何时间任何地点,
牵引我的情绪,的人.

希望,我们不再吵架啊.

你生日快到了,在这里,
先预祝,
生日快乐.

From : Yan

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Day 15 : Someone u admire

Admire=佩服?欣赏?憧憬?

让我好好想想.
除了老师之外,我羡慕的人有谁?

她是一个打不死的女孩.

我记得,第一次看见她,朋友们都说他很漂亮.
真的,
是一个很有魅力的女孩.
很阳光,好像到哪里,都可以听到他的笑声.

命运的安排,让我们相识.

从泛泛之交,到现在的形影不离.
我们的进展,真的超快的.

从来没想过,可以和他那么契合.
我们是两个性格很不一样的人.
或许,是互补吧.
所以,现在才能够那么了解对方,那么清楚对方.

互相坦白,所以不曾吵过架.
互相珍惜,所以爱惜对方.

为什么,我那么佩服他?

因为,
她的命运,不简单.
就算受过多少的伤害,他凭自己的努力站起来,证明给别人看,她是可以的,而且是最棒的.
跌一次,站起来,
再跌,在站,
直到成功为止,
这就是他的魅力所在啊.

从不在别人面前哭,就算自己是多么的伤心.
忍住自己的情绪,回家才发泄.

就算,所有人看不起他,不支持他,
她还是慢慢的凭自己的努力,让别人看到他.

就算,受的伤有多重,
总是收在心底,自己承受,不让人担心.

就算,成绩不好,
还是慢慢从后面追上来,成为最好的模范生.

就是因为很清楚,他背后的故事,
所以,才会更珍惜他.

这个女生,心里受过的磨练,不是任何人能够承受得起.
这个女生,外表开朗,心里淌血,谁会了解?
这个女生,是最棒的.

这个女生,是我遇过,最强的. ^^

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Day 14 : Your earliest memory.

我记忆力,很不好.
那么久以前的事情,真的没有什么清晰的记忆.
可是,看回以前小时候的照片,好像又可以找回以前的记忆.

小时候,就是一样又圆又胖,矮矮小小的.

印象中,最记得的,应该是,
大概四到五岁吧,
去舅舅还是阿姨的婚礼,
外婆一时粗心没有捉住我,
我玩心一起,跑去马路,
结果跌倒了.
半边脸,受伤去.
==
好像很恐怖.
我记得自己哭得很厉害.
而且很痛.

小时候就是那么粗心爱玩啊. 哈哈

还有很多有趣的回忆.

我记得,我爸爸,很无聊.
喜欢帮我们摆姿势拍照,很丑怪的照片.

想念我的童年啊.
无忧无虑.
不像现在,那么多事情要去烦.

真的,
不想再长大.

Friday, July 22, 2011

Day 13 : Nickname u have , and y do u have them

我的花名?
好像很多. ==

现在为止,最常被叫到的应该是鱼,ikan,fish 吧!
跟我比较好的朋友,普通朋友都是这样叫的.

为什么有这个花名?
我也忘了. 哈哈
以前,朋友叫鱼丸的,
叫叫下,变肥肥鱼.
叫叫下,变鱼咯.

我还蛮喜欢这个花名的.
感觉蛮亲切?
哈哈

一些比较亲的,会叫我yanyan.

Shiva老师叫我,buyao.

家人叫我肥婆,
妹妹叫我肥.

以前,英文名叫pauline
闹过很多笑话.
什么大波连的,一大堆不好听的,都有人叫.
久了,他们也改口叫fish去~~ 哈哈

==

真的,很多花名下. 啊哈哈哈哈

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Day 12 : Bullet ur whole day

Since i am that lazy to do the challenge past few days, i gonna do all of it by today. Haha

My whole day? hmmm.
I should write back about my day on 21/7/2o11

Let me think back.
That day was Thursday.

7.15 am : Woke up.
8.00am : MS class.
9.00am : Class end.

*thursday class should be end at 2pm, but that day all lecturer got MQA meeting, so class cancel, damn excited! HAHA

9.30am : Went Wangsa Maju alone.
10.00am : Found Eon Bank,but failed to make my ATM card due to the system problem. T^T
10.15am : Went Jusco, to buy some material to make breakfast for my friends on Friday.
10.40am : Had my brunch at MCD.
11.30am : Went back to TBR by bus.
12.00pm : Watch movie and drama at room.

5.00pm : Went out to buy soft drink make myself cool down.
6.30pm : Dinner.
7.30pm : Bath.
8.00pm : Homework.
1o.30pm : Online.

2.00am : Sleep

HAHA that was my day.
Boring and nothing much to do. haih~~~~

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Day 11 : Another picture of u and ur friend

我和我的学院朋友. ^^
四个性格大不同的人,
在我们的生命中,
会擦出什么火花?
敬请期待.
看到这个题目,就想写我的新生活.

进学院上课学习,已经快要三个月了.
目前,还蛮适应得来的.
可是,还是在面对很多新的东西.
会加油的.

一开始认识的,是嘉琪 (从我算起,第四个.),
这个女生,很容易相处,很会认识新朋友.
这是我所缺少的,很高兴认识到她.
跟他聊天很舒服,不用顾忌很多.
我们越来越靠近对方,希望,这份友情能够延续.
女人,希望,你能够每一天能得到温暖.
加油哦,向我们的梦想出发.
你可以的,我也可以的.
没有男人不用紧,你有我,我有你. 哈哈
请别介意我的肉麻.

然后,是建荣 (那个男生,desmond)
第一印象,哦,蛮帅的.
认识之后,他真的是一个很可爱的小弟弟,
有时却无形中显露他的成熟,让我们依靠一下.
也是很爱跟他讲话,他真的,很可爱.
你啊你啊,希望,你早日找到你的真命天女.
要好好相处,知道吗?
^^
让我们一起加油,考好成绩.
你永远是我们的好弟弟.

最后,是美女一名啦,维琪 (站我隔壁的vikki)
公认,班上的美女.
开朗的女孩,
通常,在他出现的地方,都会有笑声.
尤其是,他在讲他以前的一些趣事,真的很好笑.
有很理性的一面,
穿衣很有品味,
有时很气质,有时很大拉拉.
女孩,你很棒的.
要加油哦,
你会遇到,真正爱你的人,而你又爱的人的.
期待你成为很棒的律师. ^^

谢谢你们这三个月来的包容还有帮助.

对不起,有时情绪化了.
对不起,有时任性了.

希望,我们,会变得更好.
让我们一起,加油!

Day 10 : Discuss ur first love and first kiss.

不是很想提起这件事情.

是美好的回忆,但也留下伤痛.

我珍惜我们所过过的一切.
谢谢他,让我懂得如何去爱.

我的初恋,在无可预料的情况下发生.
也在无可预料下,消失.
爱的很深,伤得很痛.
记忆犹新,美好回忆.

^^

Monday, July 18, 2011

Day 09 : How u hope ur future will be like

Hmmm, hard to answer this question.

Actually, i want my future very simple?
Got a good job,
earn many money,
got a happy family,
nice food,
nice house to stay,
everyday also very moving and happy.
Thats all? HAHA


I know i very cincai.
But seriously no mood to do this today. ><

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Day 08 : A moment u felt most satisfied with ur life.

满足?
我是一个蛮容易满足的人.
尤其,现在在外面住,上着学院生活,什么都是靠自己.
容易满足,是好的.

在外面住,一直让自己控制花费,都不敢吃太好.哈哈
有时,有肉吃,就很开心,很满意. ^^
有时,有珍珠奶茶喝,也很高兴.
跟朋友打打闹闹,也很开心.
跟朋友看戏,也很开心.
跟朋友乱在食堂唱歌,很好玩.
有时,看到漂亮的太阳,也觉得,很棒的一天.

当然,生命中,最满足的时刻,是看到帅哥咯.
哈哈
女生嘛,都是爱看帅哥的.

唐禹哲,我的最爱,
看到他的真人有好几次的,真的很棒很棒.
他好帅,好高.
跟他对话过两次,真的满意到要疯了!
^^
有时,看着他的海报,书本,MV,也会疯掉! 哈哈

现在的我,
看着亚当夫妇的影片,也很满足.
听着甜蜜的歌,也很满足.
做完功课,也很满足.
睡个好觉,也很满足.
洗好衣服,也很满足.
喝到最爱的饮料,也很满足.
煮好晚餐,也很满足.

人生,容易满足,才会开心.
当然,也不要过分容易啦.
在某些事情上,有点限度,比较好.
好像,成绩?表现?
哈哈

视觉上的享受,加上心灵上的感觉,就是最满足的时刻.

写写下,想起,那么,我不满足的时刻呢?
hmmm
真的,不懂. 哈哈

开心大笑,满足之上!

Day 07 : Ur zodiac sign and if u think it fits ur personality.

我是双子座. ^^




▪♡▪ 双子的爱是所有星座中最真挚最持久最深沉的。

-还蛮对的,哈哈!我对于爱情很认真,不喜欢玩弄爱情的人.


▪♡▪ 双子有时很爱捉弄人,有可能对朋友,也有可能对爱人,但全无恶意,只是童心未泯。(对象仅限亲近的人,对生人很冷)

-对对对!我只会跟,我很很很熟的朋友闹得很开.


▪♡▪ 双子不喜欢争吵,大多数情况下会用沉默来代替内心的不良情绪。但若遇到十分气恼的情况,他/她会发威,口不择言不用费劲地说出世上最恶毒的语言来给对方 听,伤了对方。等双子都说完了,心里的气非但没消,反而更大了,这一点可能大多数人都觉得想不通。恋人可能会被骂得狗血喷头,但过不了两天,双子会主动反省的。

-hmmmm,或许?有时,沉默是最好的回答.


▪♡▪ 双子其实内心多少是有些害羞的,远不象别人看来的那样我行我素,却依然让人着迷,双子子确实有着令人喜爱的天性。

-哈哈哈哈!你觉得呢?


▪♡▪ 双子虽然个性强悍不妥协,但偶尔也会有例外,这是很少有人知道的,那就是感情,所有的文献中都提到了双子子对情感的深刻和强烈,双子子可以为爱付出一切,牺牲一切,包括生命,这种对爱的博大胸怀和无私的自我牺牲精神注定双子子有出人意料的表现。

-还不懂得那么深奥的道理.


▪♡▪ 双子总在举手投足间散发出无与伦比的迷人性感,不知迷惑了多少的异性,别忘了,双子子还有一双能够洞穿他人灵魂深处的深邃眼神。在与这样一位神秘又性感的人相处中,你会完全不自觉的被他所深深的吸引,欲罢不能。

-没有性感啦 ==


▪♡▪ 双子其实是很容易被感动的,前提是他/她是真诚的,切莫在双子子面前故弄玄虚,双子子能马上感觉到,伪装是没有用的。

-超容易哭的,不过,很难被感动到.我是那种,看到别人哭,会想哭的人.


▪♡▪ 双子平常的脾气是典型的外冷内热,但能被他们热到的生人并不多,初期交往,越是双子表面对你很热情的话,那大都只能证明一点,他/她对你没有太大的兴趣。 反之,表面上对你带搭不理,其实内心已经在向你靠近了,此种状态可能要持续到确定关系以后,,当然也不是每次都是这样,这就要看你的眼力了。说不定双子烦 你烦得要死,连那份表面的热情也赖得装给你看,呵呵。

-是吗?我没有吧?


▪♡▪ 双子座的人有时有些玩皮,自愚的能力也挺强。

-我很无聊是真的.


▪♡▪ 双子勇于承担责任和错误,并能自我反省,这是很多人无法做到的,如果世上还有一个能挑起所有的责任和错误的重担的话,那就是双子,不为什么,在双子来 说,自己担起所有的责任,是为了能让另一半或朋友能够轻松的面对人生,这种超然的思想境界在旁人看来好像是不可思议,但双子子就是这样一个人。

-一些事情吧.


▪♡▪ 有人说,双子爱起来就像火山爆发,恨起来就像冰山一角。这个还是有些道理的,双子的爱有时会让对方受宠若惊,甚至有些防不胜防的感觉,比如某天突然出 现在你面前对你说:我是来找你的,咱们一起吃晚餐吧!之类。对方大都还以为他们又受了什么刺激,忐忑不安地跟他们去吃一顿好似霸王餐的;但冷起来,又会很 生硬地对待你。

-对对!我就是这样的人.


▪♡▪ 双子天生就有一种保护人的欲望,外出购物的时候他们的本能是要首先掏腰包的,不是虚荣,看到对方满足的样子便倍有成就感。

-朋友们,是吗?我是这样吗?大姐姐的性格啊!


▪♡▪ 双子很少会对人说:“求”这个字。宁可这件事不做了,也不会轻易开口向别人求助,他们只是不想欠别人的,也担心打扰别人。

-能够自己完成的,就不需要别人帮忙.


▪♡▪ 双子有时有些极端,如果恋人的做法实在让双子承受不了,双子子就会把那个人以前的“罪行”全部翻出来,不需要经过太久的思考,就会做出一个很吓人的决定:分手!一旦他们开始这么想,那是谁都拉不住的,只有双子子自己能拉住自己。

-哈哈!


▪♡▪ 双子在和恋人一起时,就会变得很傻,傻到好像世界是静止的一样,仿佛双子一和恋人见面,便会钻进一个不透明的盒子里,傻傻的,傻得可爱吧。

-恋爱,总是那样的吧?


▪♡▪ 极少见到双子哭!这也只能证明双子的刚强,而不能说他们不容易被感动。应该这么说:一滴双子的眼泪,在渗出眼眶之前,早已在心中酝酿了许久,甚至可能在落下之前,已经悄悄蒸发。
-我很爱哭啊!

▪♡▪ 相信很多人都对双子的眼神印象深刻,会说话的眼睛,可以透视人心,且具有不可思议的压迫力。仿佛自己在双子子面前是透明的一样。

-朋友,对我眼睛的印象,是很小. ==


▪♡▪ 双子女生当自己的恋人做了让她们很难过的事,她们不到一定时候是决不会主动跟恋人说起的,只是心里默默地难过,勇敢的站在人群中,如同雕像一样,淡 然地看着身边那些恋人们的甜蜜欢笑。这时的双子说话比平常少得多,周围的人都会以为是不是双子又被人惹怒了,所以都躲得远远的怕引火上身,其实她只是没有 心情像平时那样和周围的人谈笑风声而已。

-不想讲话,就不会讲话.


▪♡▪ 双子对朋友的定义很严格,那种酒肉朋友他们是决不看在眼里的,只有那些真诚、讲信誉、很少玩嘴和不爱打别人主意的人,才会让双子放下心来和他们做交 心的朋友。顺便说一句:双子对自己的朋友是很好的,自己吃一些亏也无所谓,只要朋友能在他们需要的时候陪他们聊聊就足够。对于朋友的事情,他们也会当做是 自己的事情一样,热心去帮助对方。如果你身边有一个双子的话,应该是比较幸福的哦!当所有人都离你而去,若还有一人在你身边,那一定是双子子。

-可是,曾经因为过于保护,失去朋友.我真的不敢,自作主张保护人.


▪♡▪ 再说说双子的异性朋友吧,在没有正式的男友或女友之前,有些双子的异性朋友还是很多的。一旦双子有了男/女友,原本的异性朋友关系就变了。双子会保持距离很有分寸地和他们来往,决不越界。有些双子一直是后者。


▪♡▪ 双子MM和双子GG骨子里是争强好胜的,比如在路上和别人“飙车”的,八成是双子,(尽管有时骑的是自行车,甚至步行!)这一点也很古怪。如果遇到 双子双子生气的时候,那你就更不要和他们比了,比不过的,不信你可以试试。哪怕是双子MM,他们自己都说不清楚干嘛要这么做。



我不是一个完全的双子,在某些事上.

不过,我还蛮喜欢自己的星座的. ^^

Friday, July 15, 2011

Day 06 : A picture of something/someone tat has biggest impact on u.

I will write about someone, who has the biggest impact on me.

And that is My ex Sejarah Tuition Teacher, Mr Shiva Ramana.


He is a well-known Sejarah teacher in Malaysia but especially in KL area.
He really very good in teaching Sejarah,
He make his own notes for us,
He make the story interesting with his own unique sound-effect and humour.
He share experience with us,
He draw funny picture to make us laugh,
He really very good. ^^

I met him when i was Form 3.
I take tuition class in Perfection Rawang.
Before he came to teach us, our Sejarah teacher such a mess.
Seriously, he just dunno what he was teaching.
All student just damn hate the teacher.
But, one day, when we found out, our Sejarah teacher had changed,
we very excited, HAHA.
Finally, finally.
Also started worry about, what would the new teacher be? hmmm.
First class, he just impressed us.
All of us, just so in love with his teaching style.
The way he talked, the way he taught us everything.
His joke, his laugh, his voice.
We never missed out Mr.Shiva class.
Never ponteng.
I remembered got once,
my school got Kem Sehari, I was one of the AJK.
Whole day needed to be in school.
But that day also got his class.
So we decided to run out for tuition, then only go back to school again.
Just for his class. ^^

Why he influenced me so much?
He make sejarah very interesting.
Before i attend his class, my Sejarah not good at all.
Result very bad.
But after his class,i tried to put more effort on it,
I tried to love sejarah.
At last, i made it.
I can always scored very well in Sejarah.
Even during his class, he gave us some question, I also can score well.
He always say that I am one of his best student. HAHA
He called me Buyao, the nickname he gave me.
I glad with it, because he will remembered me.
He made me realized that,
we must have passion to do everything, then only we can do it well.

Because of Him, I love Sejarah, and i do well in Sejarah.
Because of Him, I grew up a lots through his quote.
Because of Him, I learnt a lots.

He really the one who influenced me a lot a lot a lot.

Whenever i faced obstacles, i will talk to him.
And he always give me the best advice.

Want to tell him that,
Sir, now i am doing A-Level.
I very miss you. ^^
I listened to your advice, I choose Law for my extra subject.
And i found very interesting to study Law,
Maybe i will do Law as my further study.
Sir, wait me become a lawyer, i will come back to see you again.
Sir, you are the best teacher ever in my life.
You are the best!
Dont get frustrated of anything.
Take care.

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Day 05 : A time u thought about ending ur life.

我也是想用华语写! 哈哈
比较好表达自己的感觉,真的.
英文不够流利,很难真正写出自己的心情.
^^

死亡,是个蛮严肃的问题?
不懂怎样表达.

我不喜欢死亡的感觉.
死亡,代表永远的分离.
有时,这个是很难接受的事实.
我明白,每一天,每一个地方,都会有人死亡,这是不变的事实.
我们改变不了.
能够做的,就是活好现在,别让自己留有遗憾.

我自己,有,当然有过那种冲动的想,
如果自己不在这个世界上,那该多好!
真的是,想而已.
人,总会有不如意的时候.
在世界上,不可能每一件事情,都顺心顺意的.

那时的冲动,真的很幼稚.
还是很小孩子的想法,才会有的冲动.
没有记错,应该是,同一时间,
成绩的打击,家人的不体谅,还有感情的冲击.
一下子,一堆东西挤过来,
难免,会想歪去.
不过现在不会了.

生命可贵啊.
真的.

真的,很不喜欢,死亡.

可是,如果到那一天,真的必须死去,
希望,
自己,真的没有遗憾.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Day 04 : 15 random facts about u.


HOHO this is fun!

1. I like people call me fish or ikan in stead of my name actually, but my coll friends not really used to it.

2. I know i am fat but please accept the fact. I hate keep fit and stop myself from eating meat. Imma meat-lover.

3. I seriously fall in love with Fast and Furious series! Dominic Torretto - Vin Diesel, he so man! i LOVE him.

4. I love to eat, non-stop eating especially when im bad mood.

5. I need a boyfie who can take care of me and make me laugh, but where is he?

6. I am just a normal girl, dont look me too strong. HAHA

7. I love my home although i still non-stop argue with my family but I feel warm. Alone at outside just too lonely.

8. I love novel, especially love novels.

9. I love watch, especially ODM.

10. Most important, i love PURPLE, anything in PURPLE. I always a PURPLE girl! HAHA

11. If you want to make me cry, is just damn easy. I cry for anything even just saw a old man or woman walk alone on the road.

12. I try-ing hard to make myself hardworking, but i failed everyday. =/

13. Seriously addicted to We Get Married - Adam Couple and 2am currently, <3

14. Stressful because studyng A-Level, it just too hard to me, but i will add oil to do my best!

15.I love listen to song, any types of song, except noisy song! haha

Thats all~ 15 random facts! ^_^



Day 03 : A picture of somewhere u've been to.

I went many places before, but didnt really take pictures. ==

This picture was taken when i had my trip with family to Langkawi.
Can you saw me?
Seriously, i was in the picture!
Langkawi, nice place for beer and chocolate lover only.
Quite relaxing, but boring also.
Nothing much can do over there.
^^
Small place and no nice food.
Kesian.



I had decided to put another picture where i went to Hatyai.
Somewhere in Thailand.
Nice experience!
I was capturing the birds there,
while my sister was captured me! HAHA
I love this picture very muchie.
And that was an awesome place to me!
NICE FOOD.
And CHEAP CLOTHING. HAHA


Sunday, July 10, 2011

Day 02 : Where u'd like to be in 10 years.

after 1o years, i will be age of 28.
OMO! Cant imagine it seriously!
Still got a long long way to go.

And the question is where? LOL!
Sure somewhere in the earth lah, aboh? HAHA

I hope after 10 years, i no longer stay in Malaysia?
Maybe Korea?
Maybe Australia?
Maybe Singapore?
Hmm, but seriously, i still love Malaysia the most.

I think i will still stay in Malaysia, work in Malaysia.
But definitely will go travel to other country every year!
That's my dream!
Travel all around the world! ^_^

Maybe i will be in Penang at that age?
I probably stay there for whole life?
Because of the FOODS! haha
Most important thing to me. LOL

HMMM,
quite fun when typing this post.
I keep on imaging if i am there, how likely it would be?
HAHA

Best part that i had imagine,
At a very sunny day,
I am wearing dress with high heels,
holding my boyboy's hand,
walking along the beach,
enjoying the smell of the sea,
feeling the sunshine,
and suddenly,
my boyboy take out a diamond ring!
and then, haha! you know lah!
Then, he sing to me,
my favourite song on the beach,
in front of everyone!
Then, i am crying, and say I do!

LOL! LOL!
So 38 lah me~~~~ ^^

Day 01 : Your current relationship, if single discuss how ur single life is.

My current relationship = Single. ^_^

How my single life is?

Hmm, still consider okay lah.
Now study time, should not think about love love things.
I am a good girl. HAHA

Its been quite a long time since my last relationship.
Already biasa stay alone.
No someone special, who really I care of.
Such a long time, sure got crush,
but all didnt last for a long time.
Kinda like maybe too bored to be alone,
wanna find some CIGEK things to make my life more interesting.
HAHA

Single life, not bad XD
Like what i saw from Soya's post,
no sms, no phone call,
no need to make report for every minute's action,
no need to care of someone's feeling whenever i play or chat with others boys,
can do what ever i want and no one really kacau kacau at side.

But sure, got sometimes, will feel like,
Hmm, if there was someone with me, whenever im in down weather, not bad also.
Hmm, if sometimes, someone did some romantic and suprise things to me, not bad also.
Hmm, if someone can make me laugh everyday, not bad also.
Hmm, if someone can cook for me, not bad also.
Hmm, if someone can bring me here and there to play and eat, not bad also.

HAHA

Too bad, i haven't found my boyboy yet.
No one attracted me, except JoKwon. ^^~

Nevermind, i can wait, HAHA.
Wait until my Boyboy muncul in front of me.

I enjoy my life now, but hope for a better life in future.

Challenge

30 Days of Challenge

Day 01 : Your current relationship, if single discuss how ur single life is.
Day 02 : Where u'd like to be in 10 years.
Day 03 : A picture of somewhere u've been to.
Day 04 : 15 random facts about u.
Day 05 : A time u thought about ending ur life.
Day 06 : A picture of something/someone tat has biggest impact on u.
Day 07 : Ur zodiac sign and if u think it fits ur personality.
Day 08 : A moment u felt most satisfied with ur life.
Day 09 : How u hope ur future will be like
Day 10 : Discuss ur first love and first kiss.
Day 11 : Another picture of u and ur friend
Day 12 : Bullet ur whole day
Day 13 : Nickname u have , and y do u have them
Day 14 : Your earliest memory.
Day 15 : Someone u admire
Day 16 : A letter to someone who has hurt u recently
Day 17 : Your highs and lows of tis past year
Day 18 : Your beliefs
Day 19 : In tis past month, wat have u learned
Day 20 : A picture of u last year and now, how have u changed
Day 21 : One of your favourite show
Day 22 : wat r u doing in tis 30 day challenge
Day 23 : Describe ur favourite movie
Day 24 : Someone who fascinate u and why
Day 25 : what kind of person attracts u
Day 26 : A problem tat u had
Day 27 : something u miss
Day 28 : goal for next 30days
Day 29 : something u could never get tired of doing
Day 30: your highs and lows of tis month.

I MUST COMPLETE IT! <3