我爱你们 ♥

今年快要结束了呢

时间过得好快好快啊
一眨眼,真的是一眨眼哦!
就过完了.

话说今年,
发生了好多事.
真的好多啊.
跟很多人一样,
有些意想不到的事情,
发生了.
对自己来说,有惊喜,也有惊吓.
我的人生在这一年里,变得更精彩,更丰富,
因为有你们,我的朋友.

我整个的心情忽然缠绕在年头那段时间.
还在打打闹闹,
当我们九个女生还在感情很好的瞬间,
可惜,
回不来了.
真的挽回不了.
变得现在有很多gang.
不过,
所有人都好像过的比较好了.
所有人都享受在自己新的生活当中.

如果时间可以重来,
或许,
我处理这件事的方式,
不是这样的.
或许,
这就是上天给我们的考验啦.
跨不过,就跨另一步,经历不同的事情.
让自己的生活更加的精彩.
见一步,走一步,永不放弃,才是王道.

无可否认的
我从那件事里得到一些.

2010年里,我最大的收获,就是我的朋友们.

haha
就是就是-----
我的慧姐 *Yeah Hayley Lim, is YOU! ♥*
我们好像认识了好久的.

可是是在今年

快到一个我不可以相信的地步

我们变得超级fren!

真的是很超级,哈哈.

短短几个月,

我们的感情变超好的.

因为常常黏在一起,

就像他常说的,我们一个星期七天都在见面.

每天见面,都有话说.

厉害米有?

连Paul和JS,有时都顶不顺我们.

因为

我们有点太LES,哈哈.

没办法啦,我疯时,他也疯.

好像是天意,

只有在他面前,我才可以轻松做自己,

陪她疯狂,什么话都说.

除了慧姐,

当然还有拉拉姐啦!

哈哈

这一整年

我不是跟慧姐一起,就是拉拉姐.

我的生活里没有一刻少得了他们.

甚至哦,

第一次去朋友家住,也是在拉拉姐的家.

再一次的,

在我无可置信的程度下,

我们好亲密.

LOL

我们真的很疯狂,真的.

跟他们一起,

我不用在乎形象 *虽然我没形象*

我可以开开心心大声笑!

我可以在他们面前发花痴.

只是,没在他们面前哭过啦.

哈哈

当然不少得的就是

Soya,Ann,Phuna,Paul,JS还有Benson啦.

跟他们在这一年,也close了很多.

我们一起做过很多事情.

一起出街,

一起吃,

一起玩.

一起谈天,

一起大笑,

一起分享.

一起经历了很多事情,

一起拍照.

感情变好了呢!

哈哈

还有还有,茵姐啦.

很高兴认识了他.

希望我们会越变越好!

容许我说一句,

我的2010年里,有你们,变得更美好.

我好想你们,也好爱你们!

我好想有个男朋友啊 ♥

我好想有个男朋友啊

哈哈

说真的

有哪个女生不希望有人疼,有人爱呢?

对不对?

谁不想,

每天起来,有甜蜜的早安信息,

晚上睡前,有温暖的晚安吻,

不开心时,可以对着他大喊,或者,拼命对他埋怨,

开心时,可以第一时间和他庆祝,

想哭时,有他的肩膀,和窝心的语气安慰着自己,

闷的时候,他想尽办法哄自己开心,就算没有了形象,

特别的节日,互相给对方惊喜,

一起去旅行游玩,

一起玩自拍,

一起疯狂大笑,

一起玩家家酒,

有一个很好的撒娇对象,

有一个让自己无理取闹的对象.

可能是一些很简单的事情

可是

当身边有自己最爱的人陪伴

简单也是幸福

一起搭巴士,也可以很幸福.

一起吃快餐,也可以很幸福.

一起看电视,也可以很幸福.

有个男朋友,多好啊 ♥

我要的男朋友,

好像很简单,

可是也很难找.

因为,

遇到对的人,要在对的时候.

况且,

我们越要求,遇到的对象,

却越是自己接受不了的.

感觉,是最重要的.

对我来说,

心灵上的沟通,远比他的家世重要得多.

我的男人,

不需要很有钱,

不需要很帅,

要高过我,

不能太瘦,

要可以陪我疯,

要会做蛋糕,

要接受得到我疯爱情小说的程度.

其实,就这样而已.

看似简单啊,

可是,

要遇到,

也很难.

所以,

我相信缘分. ^^

PS:我的POPULAR王子,你就快出现吧! ><>

My Xmas Day

muahahahaha

this year,2010,

i hv got a very special xmas day! ^^

i never celebrate xmas b4, this is the first time,

and i had enjoy with my frens! LOL

Morning i went Huey's home, to visit her.

Long time din see her eh.

At first benson promise ll go BCH with me, but due to the weather tat day,

he FFK me.

I gonna go in alone, nvm lah.

Im so brave mia mah. HAHA

But so stupid lah me, haih.

Because, because,

i not really know the system of BCH bus,

and then finally i got down the bus at a weird place in BCH,

around there got a lots of tree and flats,

i agak agak noe where is it, because i went there before.

Then, i dunno wad to do and x ade org blh tanya.

So i decided to walk to Huey's home from there.

Its take me 15 minutes to reach Huey's home,

luckily, i rmb where her house located!

haha

I didnt tell anyone about that, coz its seem lik i very babi. ==

so i share it here, ahahaha.

At Huey's home, we keep on ply with webcam.

Ahaha

Here the picha!

*YES we are CRAZY*

haha,hav fun at her house! YEAH

gonna visit her for one more times soon,

wait for me, HUEY. ^^

Night, ah paul come fetch me and YY to dinner.

First time, i have dinner with them, ^^

Quite syok de, but food not really nice lah.

Thx to JS for making me the curry mee!

Not bad not bad.

Then, we went to church!

Long time din go edi, feeling weird being inside.

But with frens mah, okay loh. hehe

*Games of the day-Back to Back*

Me and YY laugh like sopo at that time!

But we are the winner!

YEAH

Thanks to Benson and Ah paul to win the game!

They are soooo tired. ><

HAHA

Take pics take pics!

Yeah.

I had experienced many first time at xmas day.

I love my day! ^^

2010 is gonna end soon.

The few days left, i have to enjoy! <3

我的假期生活

超久没更新的说.

没办法啦,我实在太懒散了.

==

从考完到现在,我不断的在出街.

荷包也不断的在出血,太伤心了.

去了好多的地方,见识了很多.

与家人和朋友的关系也不断地增进中.

我去和慧姐了F88还有Pavilion!

吃了一顿好的,加上享受了逛街的乐趣!

还买了豆浆的生日礼物.

不错不错.

不过啊,他太快饱了.

我们根本没吃到很多东西. T^T

很久没和他出去了,

等他的脚康复,一定会出去再一次的疯狂!

我好想念他哦,明天去他家玩,哈哈!

之后,还和拉拉姐去了TS看别人变装,哈哈.

他们都好厉害哦!

不过,付出的心思和金钱也很庞大的说!

有很多照片都在拉拉那.

等着他放上网呢.

也是超想念他的,他去了槟城,一月才回啦.

他回来后,我一定会拉他去Sunway!

我等了好久~

那天,我们还拍了大头贴!

效果,不错啦!

我们也是一直在狂吃就是了.

哈哈

还书那天,和Diamond's Gang也一样去了F88和Pavilion.

我犹豫了超久超久,才决定去的.

因为太久没和他们出去了,有点生疏.

不过幸好,有鹏胜和家陞,还有人陪我.

全程,我们三个就一起走.

我陪他们逛街,自己没得买.

看着他们买,哈哈.

男生的衣服,真的很贵! ==

女生,真好! 哈哈

也终于吃到台湾的冰!

×SnowFlake×

好好吃,好棒! ^^

可惜,没拍到很多照片咯.

在学校的时候!

终于,和茵姐拍到照了!

真的是终于啊~~~~~~~~~

其实还有一次,和慧姐他们出去的.

不过,我懒惰写了啦.

那次,是不错的经验.

我们喝喝下茶,突然跑去Kepong看电影!

帅吧?

哈哈

还有,

我染了头发!

^^

虽然不美,不明显,

不过,

我喜欢就好啦~

哈哈

这个假期,我真的好像做了很多东西 ==

哈哈

我还还还还涂了指甲油!

这是我的第一次哦!

我现在的指甲,是全紫色的!

还有什么呢?

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

还有,我去了Langkawi和Penang～

我真的超爱Penang地说!

哈哈

Langkawi,是蛮闷的.

没有什么好玩的.

不过,那边的巧克力和酒,就真的是便宜到一个地步.

买了很多巧克力回来吃.

结果搞到自己热气. ==

Penang,那里的食物,真的一级棒!

我还玩了,降落伞和水上摩托车!

就这样啦,我的假期.

是还蛮充实的.

不过也有浪费时间的时候. ==

买了两本新书!

*上课不要看小说*-九把刀

*猫爱上幸福,鱼怎会知道*-橘子

很好看哦!

在想着,冲动着要再买一些书.

哈哈

我好像还有好多东西要写啊!

可是都写不完. ==

先这样吧~~~~

哈哈!

下一篇预告,

我想写*我好想要有男朋友*

哈哈!

1

Im so lazy to blog recently! ==

Yeap, SPM haven't end yet!

Still got Chinese paper to go, but im like free from SPM already! LOL

Langsung din touch my Chinese Idioms at all!

Waiting to die, haha.

Not gonna talk about my accounts paper! Too sad if talk about it =(

Its finally end, and i relax soo much!

Yesterday, finally i sanggup go clean up my messy room.

Since my sis dont wan my notes and books,

I throw all my books and notes out!

Because she said my notes all too colourful, she beh tahan, LOL.

Now my cupboard is damn clean and clear! HOHO

I bring all the notes and books go and sell to "Old Newspaper",

When the man was weighing the books, i got shocked! ==

There was 55 kg, OMFG.

But then, i gained RM19.35 for those books, so syok! HAHA

Make money out of recycle my books.

Books that gonna recycle!

My room == damn bloody messy!

Still got many many thing want to post!

But i am lazy! ==

I decided to dye my hair to mashmallow brown first instead of purple!

I swear i ll try to dye purple when Chinese New Year!

I must! HAHA

*Bought Mio nendo for Soya as Birthday present! ^^

*Monday another outing day! will post about it soon! HEHE

2

two more sub to go! ^^~ YES!

Today biology, erm, okay lah.

I did quite well de i guess, hoho.

I got used many times to revise also.

Hope can get an A!

+u for tmr akaun!

I get the T-shirt already! ^^~

Very nice ar, i love it so much!

*FRONT SIDE*

This side i got give idea also!

So, im consider one of de designer? LOL

3

Yeah,finished chemistry paper.

I quite satisfy de!

For used 2 hours to complete my revision, i tink i done quite well edi bah?

HOHO

I din pay much attention on this paper, because i hate chemis.

Seriously, this time de chem paper quite easy de compared to others sub.

Still got bio and akaun to go in this week!

I ll do my best, haha.

Bio and akaun, must score well! ^^

This is a must!

Oh ya oh ya!

Danson Tang, got a new book release! YES~

I just went to bank in to purchase the book.

Unfortunately, ==, no more present for buying the book,

because the present no stack already!

How sad~ T.T

The book gonna start selling in Taiwan since 8 of Dec!

Now hvnt till tat day,

already many people want to buy!

HAHA!

YES!~

HOHO, this is our Gang T-shirt! ^^~

Designed by Ben Sheng!

He have done a lotz of hard work.

Thx ben!

Very nice right?

I think my friends going to wear this to their genting trip.

Too bad i cnt follow them go.

Haih.

Cheer up!

Hey im here again! ^^~ HOHO

i have no idea what i am going to blog about,

just feel like want to blah blah blah at here.

Saw one of my friend's blog just now.

Just want to give some comment to her.

Babe, believe me, everyone is the best in this world.

Maybe im not anyone to you, but you do mean something to me.

I not good in expressing my feeling, just want to tell you what i tink.

You are what you are,

there's no point to follow what others doing.

Everyone is unique.

Everyone got their talent.

Ya, maybe you aint good in studying, so what?

You have your kelebihan.

No one will pandang rendah you, you know?

You want to be success, you cant look down on yourself!

You got your power, you will suprise and shock everyone one day!

I give my support to you!

I am here to write this to cheer you up!

Do your best in every moment!

^^~

You can, if you tink you can.

Getting a good result maybe is a good starting point, but not everything!

Babe, gan bah teh!

4

啊哈哈哈,决定了每天都要上来写一写.==
今天啊,结束了Physic的考试,考得~~~还好吧?
如无意外,还行!哈哈

在考场里,我看着她的背影.
忽然觉得,很陌生.
我好像越来越认不得她,连他最近高了还是瘦了,也不了解.
盘旋在脑海里的,是我们之间的一点一滴.
好多好多事情的发生,都在考验我们的感情.
可惜,我们始终被打败了.
我维护不了我们的感情.
T^T
现在,只能说,
你,在我心中,永远是最美好的回忆.

PLKN!
我不是第一组的,是因为,我不是好学生吗? ==
太伤我的心了.
不过,其实,也有好的方面吧?
起码,我染了头发,不用急着染回去! ^^


喜欢了一首歌,很有意思的歌!
献给所有的朋友 <3>

5

为什么放这个做标题?

因为~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

还有五科,就考完了属于我们的大考. T^T

今天是高级数学,==.

我没做得很好,老实说,我觉得自己做的很烂,烂透了.

根本没好好去做,没慢慢去想.

讨厌自己的粗心,更严重的是,我超懒惰的. ><

根本没放多少心思去复习.

得过且过的,完成了今天的考卷.

明天开始,是科学的科目了.

希望我能用心去做啦. ==

还有,我的会计宝贝.

我一定会加油,考一百分! 哈哈

希望可以啦,希望会做好好的.

我的目标, LCCI的证书,拿一! ^~^

话说我的考试环境,真的是==.

蚊子满天飞啊~

我每天就和他们处在同一个环境,搏斗! ==

要抓又抓不到,就看着她们"逍遥法外".

叮到我的脚,好几个肿包,红彤彤的,痒死了~

讨厌蚊子,讨厌蚂蚁! ==

打扰我考试,害我只顾着注意他们.

死东西~

校长每一天喷蚊油,又如何?

没用!

他们或许,已经对蚊油免疫了!

下次,或许应该把杀蟑螂的拿来,把所有蚊子一举歼灭!

早到的生日祝福

*搞笑吧?==*

叶素延！生日快乐！

大个女啦，有开心吗？呵呵

终于等到你17岁！
终于和我们一样老了。
感觉真好。
你的生日当天，是数学考试。==
希望，你真的可以拿到一个100分！
我支持你！^^

来说说我的心声,哈哈.
我和你是从From2认识的,可是开始比较有讲话是Form3.
Form4呢,就只剩我么俩相依为命了.T.T
我本来就是一个不多话的人,你也有点点慢热.
我们总是很安静的咯.==
没什么交流.
可是,渐渐的,有比较好一点啦.
对我来说,我存有一种遗憾.
我没有很了解你,或许说,不了解吧.
只明白一些你很表面的东西.
像喜欢什么,想要什么.
对于你的过去,我真的是一点也不懂.
你没有打开心胸与我分享,我也不想过问.
总觉得,你没有很想提起.
我们除了在学校上课时间的交集以外

,也很少一起出去.
或许,是交友的圈圈不一样.
你习惯与乐队的朋友出去,我则是与其他的朋友出去.
而且,我们也很难约在一起出去的.
搞得,我们好像很难了解对方的.><

还有,致命伤是兴趣不同! ==

你爱美女啊~ 我爱帅哥~

你爱武侠小说~ 我爱爱情小说~

你爱动漫~ 我爱偶像剧~

虽然,有时候感觉上满多话题,

可是,如果讲到你不明白,我不明白,也很奇怪咯.哈哈~

== 看来,我们的缘分啊~很薄~哈哈!

两年了,我们坐在一起. 上课,下课.

有点想念呢!

想念互抄功课的时候,

想念你们帮我庆祝生日,

想念一起看帅哥美女,

想念你的冷笑话和IQ题,

想念我在你面前忍不住哭的时候,

想念我们玩剪刀石头布,

想念你不断变换的发型,

想念我们一起逃课乱逛,

想念我们一起进Bilik Disiplin,

想念我喝热米禄,你喝冰芒果汁,

想念我们开心大笑,

想念我们谈理想,

还有很多很多很多.

两年,说长不长,说短不短啊.

我和你也经历了不少.

谢谢你,在我最需要人陪的时候,在我身边.^^

虽然我不能陪你谈轻音,谈音乐,谈美女,

可是,我总有你需要的地方吧?

哈哈~

希望,你会得到你要的.

希望,你会成功.

希望,你早日去到日本.

希望,你越边越帅.

希望,在NS,你能够找到更多的美女~

还有,

希望,你早日找到真命天子! ==

你!不准忘记我啊!

还有啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！

我好久没和你拍照了啦～

哎呦～

看看啊,这些都是陈年的啦! T.T

陪我拍照啦! ==

IMU , ILU

The moment i passed the present for him,

my tears start flowing out.

I tried to stop it, and i keep told Lala i am so sad.

The first time i gotta feeling, i cried for a teacher, HEHE.

Even that time, the last day i meet Leong i also not that sad,

just feel "Bushede".

Today was really the last day we can meet.

The last day of his class.

Like usual, his class are always fun of laughter.

After his class, everyone want to take photo with him.

As a memory, hoho.

I got a bit regret din take photo with him just now, haih.

I saw someone give him cards and present.

Right at that moment, i sudden felt like dont want gim him my present.

The present i prepared just very simple, and i dont even know he like anot.

Its just some sweets to relieve sore throat.

I just feel he need it. ><

When i hand out the present to him,

he said, "BuYao, you are the best lah!"

I feel damn gam dong, and syok lah. HAHA

He said good luck to me and Lala,

and then we left the class.

Me and Lala look damn down after class.

I know, deep inside our heart, we will always miss Sir Shiva.

and sure We Love Him!

He is the best teacher ever in the world.

Even when we having lunch, we din talk much.

总觉得心里很闷. HAHA

As we talked, the topic also about Sir Shiva.

Its been 3 years, quite a long time.

Every single things happened between us and Sir,

we will never forget.

Sir,

I appreciate all the things.

Its my pleasure to be your students.

You are the best!

*Form 3 time, he was holding my school bag!*

Like a small child kan?

Perfection

At Perfection, i had many memory also.

Unlike at Kasturi, here, no matter sweet or bitter also got.

I will definitely miss Perfection also!

While im typing this post, i felt sad.

Its has been 3 years, i take tuition there.

In these three years, got a lots of changes.

I still remember, we used to go there early when F3 time.

Whole gang of us, played there, have fun there.

We even record the video of us, damn bloody funny! ==

Its damn crazy!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1622615239026

Here! its one of da video!

I still remember, got one time, he make me so gam dong.

That day was raining heavily.

Me and Sarah walked from restoran to Perfection woth only one umbrella.

When we reached there, my whole body wet!

I wore baju kurung at that time, make situation even worst.

I damn cold, then suddenly, he borrowed me his t-shirt.

Wear boyfriend's T-shirt, its always my dream.

I felt so warm at that moment, thanks to him. ^^

Although that time, he is not my boyfriend. =)

I still remember, we love to take picha there!

and always near toilet! haha

Its my favourite! ==

Actually got many many more pictures mia!

But i lost my phone few months ago, so, thats why, i lost all the picha.

Now just left some with me. T^T

I still remember,

we got to make friend with Paul, because he take tuition here.

I still remember,

we had been celebrate many friend's birthday here.

I still remember,

i will never PONTENG, unless got kecemasan. ==

I still remember,

we always walk to Perfection.

I still remember,

every single moment, in perfection.

I still remember,

every first time, in perfection.

But all of these fun memory stopped after we finished our PMR.

F4 time, many din take tuition here le, due to their own reason!

Haih, we all become less and less talk, unlike F3 time.

Banyak sheong sam! T^T

F5 time, even worst, haha.

But nevermind!

This year, i become more and more close with Lala, for no reason.

Maybe both of us also very 38+chisin! HAHA

And we love Danson, love Purple!

We even love to drink Yam Pearl Milk Tea! HIAK

Just that, i dun like Blink Blink, she LOVE Blink Blink! ^^

We always go to have lunch after Sejarah class,

because 3pm she got dancing class!

We almost like stick together jor, haha.

I always go her home do study group.

I teach her akaun!

And i slept at her home twice le! ==

Babi betulkan?

Okay, kami dua memang babi. Haha

See, our crazy picha!

YES, we 2 SAKAI! haha

The most important things again!

My MR SHIVA~~~~ <3

I love him i love him!

Just like i love Leong! HEHE

Both of them also my be-loved teacher!

Okay, back to Shiva!

He started teaching me since F3,

my first impression on him was, Wah this teacher very tall! LOL

And when he start teaching, sometimes serious, sometimes funny lah. HAHA

He always play joke with us, those joke was "U" just like waht he said.

He always share his life experience with us, which funny and meaningful.

He teached us many many things.

He always accelerate me to do well in Sejarah.

Perharps, i really do very well! *Bagi i LC kejap! haha

He used to call me "BU YAO", i dunno why ==

But i like it, because he will remember me! haha

I am always sit infront of him, no one will rampass my place mia!

HEHE

They always said Shiva so sek so sayang me! ^^

This year we got celebrate his birthday with him!

Syok habis! REALLY haha.

Finally got a chance take picha with him!

SYOK HEHE

Sir, i will never forget you.

Soon we gonna leave Perfection,

which means we no longer a student there,

because we become EX-STUDENT! haha

This is our journey, along our life.

Every place, will got our footsteps.

Every moment is fun, we should enjoy! ^^

Kasturi

I just reached home, and having Tiger biscuits now.

I am sitting in front of my pc, thinking of the past.

Today, was the last day, i went Kasturi as a F5 student.

I seriously felt time passed very fast.

I am sure i will miss my time at Kasturi.

Since F2, i started my tuition there, pengaruh by Joanne Wong, haha.

She asked me to tuition there with her last time. HOHO

At that time, we still like small small child, haha.

Went there by train, and very hardworking de, never ponteng!

Even my F3 and F4 also, i take tuition there.

These few years, i do enjoyed a lots a lots at the time in Kasturi.

My english aint good, i dunno how to use words to express my feeling.

But i do love Kasturi for no reason, haha.

During the time in Kasturi, i have many many memories.

Food at Petalling Street!

Very nice and not really expensive.

We always go there earlier to have our lunch there.

I definitely will miss the food there.

Popular near Kasturi center!

HEHE

You know what?

I always dream to meet the son or grandchild of Papular's boss, haha.

This is my mission! LOL

I know its never come true, but nevermind, day dream also syok.

Popular over there is quite big, and got many books compare to Rawang's one.

I love to stay there.

Erm, got a few times, i ponteng my class, stay at popular, just to read novel, geng lea? haha

And and!

The Lipton Ice Lemon Tea sell at Popular, is the most cold drink i ever meet, haha.

I love to buy the ice lemon tea from there.

Its cheaper compare to 7eleven, and very COLD, haha.

Handsome Guy in Kasturi Center!

Here comes the most important things, hehe.

I have meet many lengzai there, which i felt lengzai but my friends all said okay jek.

Nevermind, different people different opinion, hehe.

I miss them!

I saw one of my lengzai today, i keep on "kap" him, its really obvious haha.

But is the last day le, i really d0nt know when can meet him again. Haih.

Teacher in Kasturi Center!

My beloved TK Leong, is the teacher i loved most!

He teached me Biology only in F4.

I love to attend his class, because its fun and nice.

At the beginning, i just sit at the most in front place, and never talk to him.

One day, he was asking some question, then i answered it,

maybe its from that time, he ll talk to me, haha.

We will chat whenever got free time after class or in the class.

Talking about something not related to Biology == LOL

Then, we become more and more friend, haha.

But when F4 class ended, he told me he not going to open a class for F5 bio in KL center,

because he is sort of time.

I very sad loh, because cant see him anymore le! T^T

But i kinda crazy, i started to attend his F4 class again at June.

Actually, just to meet him and hear his voice, LOL.

But at last, when September, i stop all my class again.

Which mean, i cnt meet him anymore. ><

I do miss him a lotz!

HAHA, today i sengaja went to see him,

just want to take a photo with him.

LOL

wait jor him for almost 45 minutes,

he only reached.

Too bad, we din talk much,

Because he rush for his class.

Friends in Kasturi Center!

Actually i din make many friends there, because im not that friendly. ==

So din have much things to talk about loh.

I got a bit regret, din open my heart, mixed with them, haih. NVM

I still got YunQian also, hehe, and Eve, and also Carine! ^^

Also okay what, pheww~

Its me, YunQian, Carine and also Huey!

HEHE

We took quite many pictures de.

Its fun to talk with them. ^^

TODAY

Me and Huey

Okay, i know we two are very 38, haha.

She keep on told me, today was the last day in Kasturi le.

Haih.

So today was the last day we can take pic in Kasturi, haha.

Thats why we keep on take pic today. ==

Because of Kasturi,

i fall in love with Biology.

Because of Kasturi,

i become more and more close with Huey.

Because of Kasturi,

i learnt many many things.

Finally comes the day, i graduate from Kasturi!

HEHE

I LOVE KASTURI

生日快乐

今天是斯雅妹的大日子!

^^

昨晚,我就已经把这张照片上传去面子书.

不久后就收到他的信息说他很喜欢很谢谢我.

可惜,他的泪腺不发达,哭不出来.

哈哈

这已经是一种习惯了.

他很乐观开朗,所以很少哭.

又好又坏啦.

今天,

大家又一次约在麦当劳一起读书,复习功课.

一早看到她,我装冷漠. ==

没有什么理他,

只等着下午的庆祝会,

给他一个大大的惊喜.

我们一大班人,

装着没事,

好像没准备他的礼物一样.

过后,

十二点多,

买好了蛋糕后,

坐着正力的车过去"完美补习中心",

一抵达,我跑上去,

要快快准备好电脑,

为了播放影片.

在房间里,

与他们闲聊,闹闹.

才发现,

他们不断地在攻击斯雅.

一直在zat她,

伤他的自尊心,

其实,

只想弄她哭而已.

毕竟,

没人真正弄到她流泪.

可惜,

她笑多过想哭.

不过我想,那一刻,是真的有被hurt到一下下的.

斯雅,别怪他们啊!

他们也只想让你跌入地狱,

再从地狱飞回天堂.

哈哈

没办法,

想给你惊喜嘛!

到人齐的时候,

紫莹忽然的拿着礼物盒跑了进来,

很慌张地给斯雅,

一副好像盒子里有不明物体的样子.

可惜,

斯雅一眼看出,那是给他的.

不愿配合紫莹,

只是一直在傻笑,

在喊"喂呀"~

哈哈

他打开了盒子,

有着我们的礼物,还有蛋糕.

还没吹蛋糕前,

我们带她到电脑前,坐好,

叫他闭着眼睛,

然后,把所有的灯关上,

感觉很浪漫哦,哈哈.

之后,就开始播影片了.

那个影片,

很简单很简单.

我没有很花巧的手艺,

把它弄得美美.

但,

蕴藏着的却是我们的心思.

刚播不久,他就哭了.

我们全部都在欢呼,

因为她的眼泪.

难得的一幕啊.

哈哈

其实,

当时我也在哭.

不懂为什么,

或许是成就感,

因为花了很多时间去完成那个影片.

或许是感动,

因为我们之间有太多太多的事情.

或许是离别,

因为我们之间能相处的时间,真的不多了.

影片一播完,

才发现,

很多人都哭了.

就连鹏胜也哭了.

每个人脸上带着眼泪,

嘴角却是微笑着的.

这个影片,

既感动,又好笑.

我忽然感悟,

原来,

幸福真的很简单.

过后的庆祝会,

我不在.

因为一些事情.

今年我送的礼物,

很简单.

但却是我觉得很特别的东西.

毕竟,

一个人的生命里,

最重要的,

就是自己的回忆,

不管是开心,还是不开心.

其实,

我不想有人误会,

我做那么多东西,是想讨好她.

不是的!

在我的心里,他永远是我最珍惜的朋友.

这是不会改变的.

这就是为什么,

我想在他中学生涯里,

给他一个最棒的生日!

或许是命运?

我始终没有在她的生日,

和他合照.

没关系吧,

她开心就好了. ♥

斯雅,

祝你生日快乐.

谢谢你哦,我们都很开心有你.

希望,

你喜欢我们送的礼物.

希望,

你喜欢我们准备的惊喜.

希望,

你有一个难忘的生日.

Changes

Just a short post.

Wanna know more, visit here http://www.wretch.cc/blog/fei2fish/11059899

I dunno how should i start this post, but i should continue it follow my feeling and my soul.

I am typing this while listening to *Satu Malaysia*, a very nice song.

Okay, i am actually not to promote perpaduan, paiseh.

I remember i said before i had give up on my laopo Sarah.

But,

relationship between us again occur changes, Perhaps, is a good change.

We are not Hi-Bye friend anymore.

These few days,

we talked to each other, maybe is just some normal things, but its good enough.

we commented with each other in facebook, its all just some kepo things, but i puas hati.

You know, when i heard u called my name, i am damn happy for no reason.

Its just a very small changes, but its enough, really enough. ^^

I didnt want anything from you.

I just want to keep our relationship like this.

Thanks my laopo, and thanks to myself.

A Girl

I just went and have a look of her both blog just now.
I knew her since form2, but being close only when we were in Form4, because we were in the same class until now.
We were actually always competing between us for results, sometimes i win, of course sometimes she win.
The relationship between us kinda weird, and i cnt find a word to describe it. LOL

I knew she been through many many hard times, she is tough also.

And i actually dont understand her at all.

I dont have much time be with her accept school time seriously.
We have limited topic, and we dont really share things.

I hope i can be more understand her.
She is quite a mystery girl to me.

Sometimes, i cnt even know whats she thinking.
Unlike others, i always need to teka whats she mention-ing about.
And i dunno how to open my mouth to ask, because its kinda kepo. LOL

I wish i can be a better friend,
I hope i can listen to her,
I wish i can be understand her.

Yet, we got our own life.
I got my gang, she got her gang.
I cnt control her life, i cnt force her to do what ever thg i want but not she want.

She is the cool-est and 38-est girl i have ever seen exclube my babe Hayley. HAHA
Girl, i hope u know i am talking about you, ^^.

I do care of you! ^^

For Fun

LOL found many my old picha, haha.

I felt i look better last time! ==

Its time to stop

Whatever i do, you never realize.

Whatever i think, you never know.

My love, you never care.

In your heart, others thing are always more important.

I am tired of waiting.

So i guess, its time to stop.

I am just a normal girl, seriously i need someone to care of me also.

You are not that one anymore.

Novel

The new novel i bought, i love it so much.

Disappointment

I found my mistakes, stupid fucking mistake.

When i saw it, my tears cant stop flowing.

My stupid carelessness killed me.

I never think of, the most easier question to others will killed me.

My teacher disappointment make me cry.

I so sorry to him, I damn bloody stupid!

Gossh, i hate myself.

The most important paper to me, the most effort i put, the most i love,

but i break it with my hand.

I thought i can do it, i thought i can get good result.

I shit myself, i Fuck myself.

Its my fault, its my fault.

Teacher, i am so sorry.

Today

YEAH

Finally come to the end of trial, i am so happy! HEHE

I done very well in my paper1 but paper2 a bit dissapointed.

I done some silly mistake, but nvm, still consider okay lah. HEHE

All my friends said this time de very hard, but i felt okay okay lah.

Like Paul said, imma da best among the worst.

After exam jor, i went to have lunch with my Lala at Pizza-Hut.

Long time didnt eat pizza already.

Today so puas hati and so kenyang.

Each of us ate 3 pieces of pizza, 2 pieces of breadstick, 2 pieces of fish-finger and one mushroom soup.

Soooooooo MUchiess~

We ate until so syok so syok.

Then, we went bank-in for shop online shop.

Because Denis want to order some shirt.

Lala and i, like kampung moi loh.

Both of us stare at the machine, dunno what to do.

The machine keep on mengeluarkan suara macam "deng deng deng".

LOL we two scared leh, because dunno what happen, ish.

Finally, we success to bank-in. HAHA

I felt very happy today.

^^

Tomorrow day out with Huey, Paul and JiaSheng.

We must enjoy!

Tomorrow

Tomorrow, last day for my Trial.

Is Account paper.

I guess, i had get enough prepared for tomorrow paper.

But while i was doing Paper 1's question, i found out i keep doing silly mistake.

Maybe because i am at home, so a bit cincai do. ==

I seriously hate myself when i done wrong for stupid question.

Hope tomorrow, i will do really well.

In mid-term exam, i get 98 mark, which really good enough and i was shocked.

This time,

if cannot better than last time, must also maintain at A+.

I am trying hard not to stress myself.

I keep telling myself to cool down.

Everything will be alright!

And i believe i can do it.

I put his picha as my wallpaper.

I listen to "Pictures of you" by The Last Goodnight.

These are both things that can cheer me up, and make me relax.

Fish, gambahteh!

Malaysia boleh, Ikan pun boleh!

I am not regret.

I can't find any single word to represent my feeling at this moment.

I just read Soya's blog.

I don't really know who she talking about.

But i do agree with what she said.

I love the sentence - I know, when i hand out something, i lost something.

Yet, this is the truth.

Its have been a long time i didnt really think of the past.

Yeah, i feel bad sometimes.

See-ing one gang of my Diamond friends do what also together.

I am from Diamond, but i am not that gang.

I dunno the reason.

Maybe just because of, the problem, or the konflik that happened last time.

But once i choose, i decide, i wont regret of my choice.

For no reason, i support my gal.

She is tough, and i love her. ^^

She also been through many hard times.

No one really know what she thinking.

I am not really ready to open my heart, share all things with you.

But, can you wait for it?

I will do it so.

Bii, i am always here, okay?

I believe, you will be my side also.

For some reason, I need to give up my laopo.

If you know who is she.

I remember all the things gone through us.

I always can teka out what's she thinking, and i am SYOK, hehe.

I never ever think of one day, we will become like this.

From very close friend, become Hi-Bye friend.

This is not the ending i want.

I hope we can be like last time, but its impossible.

I try my best to talk to her, but end up, still never change.

Time past so fast, everything around us keep changing.

The barriers between us getting bigger and bigger.

I know some of my friends trying hard to shorten the distance between us.

Our problem, hard to solve, because, even i don't know whats the problem.

Thank you, my friends.

Yeah, i sad and unhappy because of again i absent from every moment in her life.

But, what else can i do?

I have tried, i swear.

Maybe its takdir?

We just miss each other like this after i sent her a very important message.

A message which i am trying to use happy tone, to tell her my feeling.

Its just too late for me.

At the moment i passed by, you have get your new life.

At the moment you passed by, i had close my heart.

Now, our life life just started.

She got her Diamond's gang.

I have got my Seafoond family.

True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost."

Its normal that lost friends.

As we grow up, things change.

We will never expect what will happen next.

We can only treasure it.

We can only do our best.

Friends are forever, you might lose them but you'll never forget them.

At this moment, i appreciate everything.

My friend and i,

Let us keep each other side by side.

Let us held hands the whole way.

No matter who you are, as long as you are my friend.

雨,爱

This is the first time i post with chinese

Hehe

Dunno why got a feeling want to show this to you guys.

Its one of my article, which i love.

Its not about my feeling, its just a simply article full of gal's thinking.

Hope your like it.

那一天,我们相约去吃午餐.

一大群人都是在同一个地方一起去.

只有他,从比较远的地方搭巴士过来.

我们先到餐厅.

我一路都在和他互传信息看他几时到.

忽然,下起雨了.

我不假思索的,问他:"下雨了,需要我去接你吗?"

他很雀跃的告诉我:”要!”

信息中,还附上一个爱心.

我看着信息,无奈的苦笑.

多么希望,那个爱心,是代表他爱我.

我很清楚,他不爱我.

当他说他就快到的时候,我一个人撑着粉红色的雨伞,

跨过马路,到巴士站等他.

我看着一辆一辆汽车经过,轮胎碾过地上的污水,

弹起的污水溅湿我的校服,我的校鞋.

我却一点也不在乎.

此刻,

我的心,只盼望他的到来.

终于,他到了.

看着他从巴士跑下来,脸上带着笑容,

我忽然觉得,很庆幸,是我接他.

而不是其他女孩,看到他那电力十足的笑容.

我相信,是每一个女孩,都会怦然心动的.

但是,那一刻,那笑容是属于我的,不是其他人的.

我好想告诉他,他的笑容,是我的动力.

那时候,看着他的头发被雨水淋湿,却无暇去整理,

我有种冲动想帮他拨开贴在他额头的头发,帮他擦干身上的雨水.

我不敢付诸行动,因为我们什么都不是.

他叫了我一声:”鱼!”

我从思绪中醒来,连忙走上前去接他.

我望着他傻笑,他看着我呆笑.

因为,我们都发现,雨伞太小了.

我们两个必须挤在一块,才不会被雨淋到.

我们一句话也没说，开始在大笑.

这是所谓的默契吗?

他问我:”怎么办?”

我说:”就这样咯!”

我抓着他的手放在我的手上,让我们一起握着雨伞.

我们的肩并肩,靠得很近,

我甚至可以嗅到他身上那好闻的味道.

他好高好高,站在他身旁,让我很有安全感.

一路上,我一直在看着他的侧脸,

水滴从他的脸滑落,他好帅.

在这同时,他望了过来,瞬间的对视,

让我心跳加速,脸颊泛红.

我装着若无其事的,对他微笑.

他问我:"看什么啊?"

我说:"没什么啊."

幸好当时他没发现我的表情,不然,就糗大了.

我们俩相依偎,在雨中,就这样慢慢走去了餐厅.

我多希望有一部相机,把这一幕,记录下来,永远留下.

我多希望我的手表,就这样,停住,永远只在这一个瞬间.

只有在那一刻,那一秒,我可以自私的,把你当作是我的.