Alone

Soya leave me alone at school T.T
These few day she got practice to go, cannot attend class.
I always at class alone.
But thats normal i think?
Hoho
I always cannot mixed up with my classmate, due to no reason ==
Ya, i agree alone so boring.
I dunno what i can do in class, just stay day-dreaming or doing other work.
Thats so weird, hiak hiak.
But i have no idea how to solve this problem.
As seen that, if i join in will be more weird. ^^~

I have no where to go in school today.
All friends not there, i dunno what can do.
Luckily got some work to do finally.

I know i am always quiet and weird.

I always will feel very awkward whenever talk to someone i not really friend with.
This really make me look unfriendly. Hoho
Sorry, i just dont know what to talk, so i keep quiet.

I not really like to be alone, i also like someone around me.
The feeling of alone is not bad, but boring oh.

Since a very long time ago, i had force to biasakan diri dengan alone.
Because of some problem around our gang, i have lose something important to me.
But i think i never can get it back.
So i choose to run away from the problem.
I am too bad to them maybe.
In their new life without me, maybe is more suitable for them.

Alone maybe suit me more.

Accounting

Today went school, damn boring.
I even i cnt remember what u hav done in school, except my adddmath project!
But, a very big shocking news!
Huray, i have got my account result, that is 98marks!
Omg, unbelievable!
Even i myself cnt imagine i got this mark!
At first i just thought of getting 90 and above.
I am tooooo puas hati with the result! Hoho
Today whole day i am in a great mood! ^^~
At least, i hav done my best in account.
If others subject not good, i also nevermind already.
To me, account is the most important!

Start wondering again, i want to study further about what next time.
I am a pure science student, and my science consider not bad, i guess.
I dont whether want to study about account or biology things.
I am in a blur situation.
Both of the subjects, i also very love.
I dont want to give up anyone of it.

After SPM, i think i will be taking Form 6.

How i gonna choose? ><

LCCI in accounting?
Diploma in accounting?
Or straight away take biology course?
Even about biology also got many part ><
Biochemistry, bio-microoganism, bio-tecnology and many more.

Even i am interested to become a doctor also! T.T

Haih

Results

After few day going to school, i have get some of my results.
Erm, how might i say?
Not bad, but seriously not good also.
No improvement at all, make me keep on scolding by teacher T.T
So sorry teacher ><
I didnt pay many effort on this time of exam.
I even didnt study fully for all subjects.
So, is true my result will be bad.
Although got tips, but still i didnt put to much of attention.
As leong said, no use that only focusing on tips.
By the way, i still doing many careless mistakes OMG
When i am doing correction, i found out that i so stupid and careless.
Yi yeerrr, seong sam!
Haih, i will do better next time.
Hope so i can do very well. HOHO!

Stop

I have no idea what i gonna do right now.
Should i stop it immediately, as he is totally not care bout me.
Everything is just i think too much already.
I gonna stop.
I too daydreaming, everytime i thought i might have a chance to get closer with you.
Perhaps, that not the truth, even i am moving much more further with you.
I am just a normal friend to you.
I try to keep all my feeling whenever i meet you, or in contact with you.
Since a long time ago, you stop sharing things with me.
Anything about you, i just get to know from others or your fb.
I miss you, but i need to stop.