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Tuesday, January 25, 2011

I wont give up!

long time din update, busy of work recently.
actually quite boring and tiring,
everyday just repeat the same and the same schedule.
woke up , bath , iron my clothes , get prepared , go work.
reached home at night then bath, and sleep.
i even getting less and less comunicate with family and friends.
no time for it, really no time. haih.

but is nice to get a new experience,
i learnt some office skills, and even communicate skills.
i learnt the way to be patient all the time.
i learnt to ignore some disgusting and annoying thgs even ppl.
i learnt to be friendly with all the ppl i met, even a lorry driver.
and many many thgs else.

im actually nearly give up to my work.
but thx to YY's quote, *在你想要放弃的那一刻,想想为什么当初坚持走到了这里。*
i suddenly remember,
why am i going to work.
ya, i go to work, is to train myself.
unlike others friends,
in my working place,
all the sales executives and my manager,
not teenage any more.
they are mature and elder than me much more.
im trying hard to talk with them.
really frustrating.

sometimes when i made some mistakes,
they wont scold me,
but i felt very sorry.
everyday i tell myself,
i can do well, and i must do well.

i tell myself, i cnt give up.
if i give up, then im a loser.
i wanna show ppl, imma the best!

*CNY coming soon! ^^ gonna dye my hair again with liese!

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Malay* HAHA

lagi lah sekali i berada dlm office dan sedang main comp kerana x ade customer.
sedang hujan lebat kat luar, rasa mau pergi luar main hujan ==
tapi x boleh kerana dalam kerja, sedihnya.

entah nak macam mane cakap feeling i sekarang.
haih
i jealous kawan yg sdg belajar.
i rasa mau pergi belajar tapi masalah kewangan luuuu.
so kena kerja dulu utk cari duit.

i akn beli laptop guna duit sendiri dan selagi i dah dpt duit gaji, i x akan minta duit daripada ibubapa lagi.
i ade kebolehan utk cari duit. ==

beban macam sudah lagi berat.

byk takut result spm sye.
takut result akn kecewakan family i dan guru i.
T^T
kesal,kesal x belajar baik baik.
haih

tiba tiba ingat balik dulu dgn dia mia kenangan.
i byk rindu dia.
sekarang, kadang kala, masa i ade ape ape je masalah,
org yg pertama i ingin sms kpd ialah dia.
tapi macam yg sye ckp,
relationship itu sudah break, sudah x boleh sembuh macam normal.
walaupun nampak okay, sebenarnya ade byk masalah juga.
haih
memang ingin chit chat macam org gila dgn dia lagi.
tapi
setiap kali kami mia topic pun x menarik, dan senantiasa cakap tentang benda yg sama.
dia boring ke?
i pun tak tau.
i tak tau dia sedang fikir ape.
mungkin ini masalah yg besar.

biarkan lah.
dia ade dia mia cara utk hidup == haha

byk emo sekarang.
haih

Monday, January 10, 2011

Carelessness

Same like few post these day, im sitting in office now. HAHA
Im not not serious in work.
But no customer mah, byk free leh.
Today i went my working place alone by bus.
Just like usual, im listening to song and sleep on the bus.
Shyt myself that, i keep sleep, then miss the station i should get down.
When i woke uo, i got shocked, and fuck on the spot, because i missed the station.
Babi betul lah i, haih.
Then i fast fast get down on other station, go opposite side, take one more bus back to Jalan Ipoh.
Then changed bus again, go to my working place.
== haih
see lah, how careless am i? ==
beh tahan myself also.

*today went EON BANK buka account. Finally got my own savings account. FUYOH

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Phailed

The first time in my life to fail exam, haih.
Thanks to my lazyness.
I didnt study undang at all.
So i phailed.
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5o ringgit fly away from my eyes.
Sad.
Work so hard everyday,
no time for my undang,
the money wasted,
i have to resit the exam.
Shit myself.

Syok ♥

in Kepong Lorenzo right now.
X ade customer at this time, so use office computer to online.
Feeling to blog come so suddenly.
Today is the second day i can serve customer witout aids of my senior. ^^
Maybe near to CNY or maybe its Sunday, a lots of customer today.
Non-stop serving, Non-stop went up and down the 4th floor.
Tired, really tired.
But my hardwork worth at last.
One of the customer, with botak head and brought along his wife and children finally decided to buy a set of fabric sofa from me.
The happiness filled up my empty heart.
I thought although walked so many times today, i will not get a customer.
But maybe its my luck! =)

Thanks to my first customer, the TAN's FAMILY~ ^^

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Long Time No See!

HAHA so long time didnt update leh!
since i start to work, my schedule every sama. ==

wake up at 10
den go bath,
change clothes wait for my aunt come fetch me.
den work work until 9.30pm,
10pm reached home,
minum sup,
den terus tidur.

now a bit diff, kerana ade online. haha
mean sleep more late ==

now leh, everyday pun mkn choc,
byk FAT dah. >
but nvm lah, i love choc seriously.
today i tried a new way to eat choc,
i made a cup of coffee, very bitter one!
den drink a bit coffee, bite a bit choc,
very nice! ^^
just like, u cn lagi feel the sweetness of choc,
and feeling syok coz the bitter in mouth gone! HAHA
just go try it!
to those who dun love coffee, but wan to try, i really suggest tis way!
coz actually i beh tahan coffee one de! HAHA
especially MCD coffee!

I miss my fren soooo much!
Since 2011, sudah lama x hang out dgn u guys leh!
Must find one day ply 99 eh~

When i get my salary, i wan go shopping.
When i get my salary, i wan go visit Hayley Lim.
When i get my salary, i wan yamcha with YY and Lala.
When i get my salary, i wan sleep 99.
When i get my salary, i wan watch many movie.
When i get my salary, i wan dye my hair again b4 CNY.
When i get my salary, i wan clean up my room, throw away old clothes.
When i get my salary, i wan update my bookshelf by adding more new books.
When i get my salary, i wan get myself a cup of starbucks coffee.
When i get my salary, i wan i wan i wan do many many many things!

*
i miss u all who went to NS jor!
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especially Soya and Paul.
Cepat lah balik!
haih
cnt stop miss u guys!
3 months leh~

*
i jealous u guys who started study in college!
T^T
i also wan study.
but seem lik money more important to me. HAHA
tats why i choose to work.

*
I miss all my teachers!
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I wan to visit them lah, when i got time!
wan to belanja them coffee? HAHA