2010

I Love 2009!
Its true...

Now is first minute of 2010...
I hope all the best of this year...

Things changes every second, but our heart wont change...
We will keep on growing, and become more and more good!

Just finish the 6J gathering at Station 1...
If i am not wrong there are 20++ of us...
Yeah! A nice night...
Many of our old classmate finally can meet and chat...
We also took some photo today... Aha
Many of them had change a lot...
All look nicer! ^^Here come our picture!

The first row
Hai Feng, Weng Hong, Kai Jim, Wai Foong, Wei Bin

The second row
Yang Chain, Pui Yan, Chee Him, Guan Kiat, Guan Tze, Zhee Kiat, Zi Feng

The third row
Shin Ying, Sue Ann, Feather, Yi Lin, Siah, Qi Wan, Tze Yun, Kah Hoe, Guan Sheng, Wai Hong

The fourth row
Yuen Ching, Nicole, Haw Yee

Aha very nice ^^...

Random

haha mau update jor >< tapi x tau mau tulis ape~

Just now went school take SPBT books...
Form 5 text book, aiyoor, so sienz de T^T
Total got 18 books included PJK and Sivik..
For 4 years i study PJK and Sivik,
I really cant found out that any importance of this two subject ><
Waste time, waste energy, waste money
At least saw many friends at school, chat chat a while luuu~
Hahax saw Laopo! Yeah~ Miss her soo much~
She cut hair le, hmmm, not bad lah, but actually no big change lah...
Aha
Now she again same class with me le,
Oho~

We are Diamond, but our heart will be 4eva Ruby~

Today ate many food >< haih
Fat fat fat~
I love eat ice cream haha...
Vanila cone which bought from Parkson cost me Rm1..
I enjoy in it! Aha

I miss Chipster!
I always eat this junk food...
But i still miss it...
Because of Chipster, me, ann and chain had take many crazy photo ><
Aha
But so long time, we didnt take le...
Miss it soooo much, miss our time soooo much!
And for sure, i miss Leong!
Last time we so enjoy with each other when tuition time...
Now, all change le, izzit?
We all edi din take picture for so long time...
When we can crazy again with Chipster and also Peel Fresh?

Yesterday, went popular bought many things!
The purpose to clean up my room!
Aha
My gosssshhhhh~
I really need something to kemas my love novel,
if not, they are damn kesian, everyday lay under my bed,
because i got no place to put dem...
Haih so cham ><
Now my desk , so nice ler, Yeah

Love my desk, always full of thingy~
I had counted my love novel yesterday!
Haih
I got 145 books~ OMG
Havent included those who havent return to me one...
Wasai geng lea...
Tooo much le, i think?
Nevermind, from now on i need to stop buying love novel le...
And start to buy some English novel~

See my photo frame!
One of the photo is 2Ruby gals gang!
Hoooray~
Miss it soooo much also...
Haih
No matter how, i also love Ruby more than Diamond...
Dunoo why~ ><
Aha
I am wonder my clean desk will last for how many days? ==
I havent really totally clean up my room...
Still got many things need to arrange...
Especially, my notes and my form5 text book...
Gan bah teh!

Why want all of our gang come out yam cha also that difficult nia?
We edi long time din chit chat together laugh together le...
Haih
I miss you all!
I miss 2009!

The Flight of Youth

There are gains for all our loses,

There are balms for all our pain;

But when youth,the dream,departs

It takes something from our hearts,

And it never comes again.

We are stronger, and are better,

Under manhood’s sterner reign;

Still we feel that something sweet

Following youth, with flying feet,

And will never come again.

Something beautiful is vanished,

And we sigh for it in vain;

We behold it everywhere,

On the earth, and in the air,

But it never comes again!

Awesome Day

Its was better than what i imagined and i love it! ♥
Hope everyone had enjoy!

Day

We are having eye-screening and health check up in the day...
All of us wearing black T-shirt on that day...
And all of us wearing name tag with red string which i made de! yeah!
some more on the name tag, we pin a badge on it...

The badge also i design de nia... Love it soo much! Muakzz~

Actually we had nothing to do on the day...
Because the health check should done by nurse but not us...
We just help for something around there...
We walk walk and talk talk... hahax ><
Something thats made us awake came!
Our Japanese Youth Exchange had reached there! my gossh~
She is beautiful my god...
But i should say sorry to her... ><
Because when she arrived, i am busy with others thing...
I just say a nice to meet you to her then i walked away... >< paiseh!
Her name is Misako-真岛美纱子
She is shame and polite, always keep her smile on face...
Nice gal that i had ever meet...
I didn't talk much with her...
Due to her english not really good, so we hard to communicate... ><
Haih Luckily some of us know a bit of Japanese, they talk wit her...
I think this had made her feel warm! ^^
She had show us her fon and camera, wow nice! hahax
Cant believe that she lik to play backetball!
She look so innosence, my god!
She had make all of our OC in love with her~ Made all of us crazy ><


Thank you Misako
美佐子ありがとうございます
misako arigatō gozai masu

Welcome To Malaysia
ようこそ、マレーシアに
yōkoso , marēshia ni

I Miss You
あなたがいなくて寂しいです
anata ga i naku te sabishii desu

Night

O.o we had worry for the night party for so long...
Scared no people come... >< haih

But we had buzy decorate our Christmas tree and the stage... ^^
I love it so much also! ^^ hahax
Not really many people come but still its okay!
At least not only 10++ people...
We all buzy taking photo and play play also... ==
XY got singing performance on that day and its was awesome! babe
Damn nice lea!
Nothing much for the night, except take photo...
Oh ya~
When we play games, Misako got join...
She lose with chain chain and paul...
Their punishment is dance!
My god >< Paul damn crazy and syok about it! hahax
Because he can hold her hand~
LOL she had made all people crazy! hahax
Its too bad that i dint say goodbye to her...

I love my night!

Never Give Up

No matter what problem comes to me,

不管有什么问题,

No matter how hard it is,

不管有多难,

No matter how danger it is,

不管有多危险,

I will never give up...

我都不会放弃...

This is my promise to myself...

这是我的承诺...

Soon Sunday is coming...
Mean that our Christmas Party is coming also...
I had been prepared many things for that party,
although not really what i suppose to do it...
But its fine, i guess?
For so long, i bought things, designing, and arranging schedule...
Laopo told me,
Because of i can, so they believe me,
then give me so many works to do and finish it...
LOL i don't think so? ><
I really face so many problem while preparation for the party...
Not really got people can help me...
I always find laopo chat about this...
I am damn xinku these day...
And really tired for this...
Luckily i got laopo can hear me...
Although she can't really help me, but her support already enough...
She made me cry when chat with me...
I told her i need a shoulder, i really need...
But i will never give up...
Not only me, as i know, many OC also face many problem..
I want to show them that i can!

These day, really unhappy...
Many things happen around me...
Friendship, Love and the Party...
Many problem come across me,
and i can't really handle it well...
This is a process, how hard is it,
show me that i am growing...
I will be stronger than now...
I promise i will be strong!

That day chat with laopo, she said i am famous?
== LOL crazy...
I really don't think so...
I have many friends, but how many of them really pure hearted one?
How many of them really love me as friends?
Maybe there are only a few...
I don't want be famous, i just want true friends...
May God give me...

Fed Up

Haih
I almost don't know how many hours i will stay at home in a day except sleeping time...
Mama keep on scolding me and my papa look my house like hotel or motel...
Everyday go out until afternoon only go back home,
after finished house work,
surely online or read book or sleep...
This my life without school... T^T
Go out whole day for what?
Meeting or Tuition, main factor...
Rarely chat with my sisters, but i still got nia...
I very sayang my sisters de...

Christmas party is coming soon, i didn't have any happy feeling...
Left just fed up feeling...
Again a day i go meeting, buy things, open computer,designing badge and think of many more...
Oh ya, and Christmas decoration too...
Received a message, asked me to be security for that day...
I am not superwoman, but need to face all this things...
None of a thing i do perfectly, always kena blame...
So sad and feel bored...
At first i thought this will be enjoy...
In not more than one week times, how we gonna make it?
We are not hold together...
Every AJK only think of how to ponteng meeting, even me...

Letz cheers!
Wonder where my sister found this "janggut"?
But i love it!

Nice?
hahax...
Long time didn't take photo le...
These day keep on taking yong sui photo... ><
So 3bot...

Miss

Yoyo, I am back...^^
Today i miss the gathering le...
So dissapointed man!
I had tuition at Kasturi today untill 2.30,
some more need to buy Christmas decoration things for the party...
The gathering held on 1.00 at Mcdee today... haih
I reached Rawang by 5 something...
Can't see all my old classmate and friends le...
Primary time ya, nothing to worry nothing to care of...
Everyday in school just like enjoying...
Some of the old classmate which study at Segar, we still can meet and we are best friend also...
But some of them stay at Country Homes de, we really can't meet that often...
All buzy for school things and kokurikulum things...
These day don't know why miss them so much...
Maybe all really long times no see le...
Nevermind, there is one more gathering on 31.12.2009!
For sure i will attend... I want to see them ><
I miss u all!
I miss 6J...

Suddenly think of something...
We all really grow up already...
Look back to those old photo...
We are keep on changing and changing...
Gals are look more nicer than last time...
Guys also look even nicer than last time...
We are improving...
We are more clever...
We are more and more mature...
For many things, we already can handle by ourselves...
Not necessary need the help from others...
But sure need to admit that, we are also getting more and more old...
Haih
We are no longer sweet sixteen le...
Still got a few weeks more, we are in Form 5...
Teachers won't change their habit, that is keep on mentioning about SPM,
exert more pressure on students...
For few more days, we are going to say Byebye to 2009!

Today

Yeah, i am tired now...
My leg just like going to break when i walk... ><
Today went Timesquare...
Although not much people go there,
because some of them FFk le... haih
Soya and Bobo lo, said want go then suddenly don't go...
Make me so dissapointed...
But good news was Laopo Sarah can go along with us...^^
Nice ya!
When we reached KTM, LOL
damn weird, because of some Form 5 senior there...
The reason why i felt weird, because of my suit of today...
Haih a bit sexy i tink? and sure look fat... my goossshhh!
Luckily they didn't go Timesquare...
Wonder where they went... ><
Hmmm, as usual i hate KTM...
The train should be depart on 9.30...
We wait until 10.20 something only depart...
So shit...
Luckily i got laopo...
We chat many things when we on the way to Timesquare...
We really already long time no meet le...^^
I told her many things, same as her...
Nice talk and make me feel relax...
When we reached there, we split into two group somtimes,
or else five of us walked together sometimes...
I bought quite many things de...
And sure used many money already...
Now must save money le...
For novel... hahax
I bought le mama's present...
A watch and a braclet...
Hope she will like it...^^
Sure i bought somethings for myself also...
I bought le,
skinny jeans,
long sleeve shirt,
a dress,
and also a buffer...
I love the shirt i bought...
hahax
but still can't find what i really want...
haih nevermind...
Its still got time!

Today its also my uncle,"Jiu jiu" big day...
His wedding party is coming soon...
Today its one part of his wedding ritual...
In chinese called "Guo Dai Lie"...
Somethings like my uncle should prepared things and bring to my aunt,"Jiu mu" there...
A kind of Chinese traditional culture when wedding...
Just now i went to his home for dinner which i prepared with my others relatives...
Nice dinner and nice aura among we all...
I am the eldest there among all children...
Its look weird if i play with them...
So, i choose to read there...
Finally, i finished my english novel there...
Soon, i can start with another novel which in chinese...
My mama and others aunt went to eat at mamak store near there...
But i choose to go home for a rest...
I walked home since my uncle home just near my home...
While i was walking, i look on the sky...
The sky was dark and with a few stars...
Its look nice...
And i love sky...
Sometimes i hope i can fly and feel the cloud...
Although that is impossible...
I will think that i am free if i can fly...
Nowadays, too many things need me to care of...
Started to feel tired and hatred...


I believe i can fly, I believe i can touch the sky...

Be happy and no tears...

Grow

For one more day...
I am still reading this book...
Which wrote by Mitch Albom...
When i start to read, not really can get what he trying to say...
But slowly, i can understand about it...
Its a nice story...
I am now wondering, if i am given one day more after my death,
what will i do?
I never ever scared of my own death...
To me, death may just another way to have freedom...
Although i hate to see others people die...
I am just a normal girl in this land...
Nothing much, nothing more...
My leave will never affect anything, i guess?
Don't know that your ever find out that, whenever i talk about my family,
is always about good thing...
Whatever happened in my home, my life, except about love and sometimes friendship things,
sure also leng zai things,
i didn't really share thing between friends...><
That was thing i found out whenever i didn't have anything want to tell them...
Actually is bad, i think?
Lets fly back to our own topic...
If i had given for one more day, i think i will visit all people that i know in the world,
no matter blog, facebook and anywhere and have a talk with they all,
perhaps i can do that in 24 hours...
Friendship, is important to me...
Someone ask me before, what is the first thing in my heart?
I think for so long, i told him,
everything is important to me...
My family, friends, teachers and many many thing...
Every single thing that happened around me, thats important...
Maybe its seem weird, but its true...
Once upon the time, love is the first thing in my heart...
After a badly hurt by some one, i found out that,
there are much more thing that i should consider and care more that just look onto love...
This making my mind grow more mature at one time,
that past Lim Pui Yan had transform into nowadays, right here typing blog, Lim Xiao Yu...
Look back that what had i really did before, i am still like a child...
Doing thing without thinking, hurt people easily,talking something bad...
That shouldnt be a real Lim Xiao Yu...
Now i am still growing up...
Soon i will be a 17 years old girl, there is no more sweet sixteen...
I should be more and more mature than i should be now...
Should i hate to grow or love to grow?
Sometimes, I will think that grow up mean that there is going have more and more thing that i should care of, and only by myself...
Nobody gonna help me since they thought i am big enough to handle all this thing...
Sometimes, I will just think to grow up faster to gain money by my hand, no more mama bank and papa bank...
Haih
I am confuse...

Sadness

Leo club thing started to made me feel bad...
Everytime meeting, only will made me feel sien and boring...
What i do, sure kena bend by that OC...
After many changes, he said run...
Everything okay le...
Everything print out...
Then he said got problem...
So damn shit...
Now i need to do everything again...
He only will blame us fron doing wrong thing...
But how about himself?
We do thing after his permission...
But now he said,
we do and print out without asking him...
LOL
Does he know we wasted how mant time on it?
Does he know how we kena scold by mama because of doing this thing?
Then,
Now two words from him,
no logo, all thing gone...
I need to do all thing again...
Sucks...
I have been thinking to give up, or let go all this thing...
But,
I cant...
This programme, all of our AJK,
no matter from SEGAR or SEMEKAR,
word hard and use many times on it already...
We all very sad and dissapointed about our work,
because of the OC...
Now,
left not more than one month time,
we need to finish all thing...
Hope,
we can make all thing prefect...

Book-Lover

Yo,
I am here again...
I will always update here because of my new blog template...
Started to love my blogspot...
Yesterday,
dont know what had happen to my pc...
I cant open it...
Kena scold by mama,
again call people come repair...
Luckily,
Its done by today....
I can update le...
Wahaha
We all go Taiwan yesterday...
Reira reached most early...
When she called me,
i am still on the way to take the cake for my be-loved Soya...
A spongebob cake.. ^^
hahax
Nice looking even nice to eat also...
Not bad...
Unfortunately,
Yaone cant come le because of her mama car spoiled...
She damn sad about that...
Keep on saying sorry...
And even Bobo FFk ><
Suipo her does not have transport to go Taiwan...
Haih
I tot we all can gathering together...
End up only got a few people go...
Nevermind...
We still enjoy...
Then,
Soya went KFC for another birthday celebretion with her pancaragam gang...
Left me, ann ,reira, and yingru...
We decide to go Parkson to have a walk...
Me and ann need to find some Christmas thing for Leo club...
We also go popular le...
Wow
We all buy a book...
See, we all so love book...
Ann bought le her dream book Falling Leaves...
Reira bought le Kissed By Angel...
Yingru bought le a magazine bout World Design...
She want to become a designer...
I bought le a Chinese novel...
I love it so much...
Its slightly talk about China History...
About king KangXi...
When i started to read it, I cant stop...
Finally, I finished it within a day...
And i keep on read and read again...
Yeah...
Love it so much...
I cried like a baby everytime i read it...
Didnt regret for buying that book...
And i am gona to buy all series of that book...
Hurray...There are two book for this story...
This is one of the cover...
><
Now,
I cant wait for read Chinese Cinderella...
Ann and Yaone both said that also a nice book...
That one is a English Novel...
I had never finished even one English novel...
Hope i can finished it...
And I decide to borrow Twilight also to read...
But all my friend only have English version...
I want to read Chinese version de...
T^T
I will try to read it in English version...
Hope,
I can success...
Again I become Book-lover...

Finally

Yeah...
I finally made my blogspot look nicer than last time...
Hurray!
Happy, because my whole blog are PURPLE...
I Love Purple...
Its take a long time to do this thing...
But it was worth!
And i felt damn bloody syok now... ^^
Oh ya...
Cant wait for tmr le...
Soya Suprise Cake!
Haha
I am the one who order the cake de...
Wow wow
Me myself also want to see how will that cake be...
How would a Spongebob cake look like?
I also curious...
Hope so will be nice... ><
If not, that not suprise anymore...
Hmm, since now already December,
I think i gonna work more hard for many things...
haih
Especially Leo club thing...
I had wasted so many time on it...
Making this and that...
Finding this and that...
Hope so it will be sucess...
and i will gain memory...
Nites, Babe...


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