2010

I Love 2009!
Its true...

Now is first minute of 2010...
I hope all the best of this year...

Things changes every second, but our heart wont change...
We will keep on growing, and become more and more good!

Just finish the 6J gathering at Station 1...
If i am not wrong there are 20++ of us...
Yeah! A nice night...
Many of our old classmate finally can meet and chat...
We also took some photo today... Aha
Many of them had change a lot...
All look nicer! ^^Here come our picture!

The first row
Hai Feng, Weng Hong, Kai Jim, Wai Foong, Wei Bin

The second row
Yang Chain, Pui Yan, Chee Him, Guan Kiat, Guan Tze, Zhee Kiat, Zi Feng

The third row
Shin Ying, Sue Ann, Feather, Yi Lin, Siah, Qi Wan, Tze Yun, Kah Hoe, Guan Sheng, Wai Hong

The fourth row
Yuen Ching, Nicole, Haw Yee

Aha very nice ^^...

Random

haha mau update jor >< tapi x tau mau tulis ape~

Just now went school take SPBT books...
Form 5 text book, aiyoor, so sienz de T^T
Total got 18 books included PJK and Sivik..
For 4 years i study PJK and Sivik,
I really cant found out that any importance of this two subject ><
Waste time, waste energy, waste money
At least saw many friends at school, chat chat a while luuu~
Hahax saw Laopo! Yeah~ Miss her soo much~
She cut hair le, hmmm, not bad lah, but actually no big change lah...
Aha
Now she again same class with me le,
Oho~

We are Diamond, but our heart will be 4eva Ruby~

Today ate many food >< haih
Fat fat fat~
I love eat ice cream haha...
Vanila cone which bought from Parkson cost me Rm1..
I enjoy in it! Aha

I miss Chipster!
I always eat this junk food...
But i still miss it...
Because of Chipster, me, ann and chain had take many crazy photo ><
Aha
But so long time, we didnt take le...
Miss it soooo much, miss our time soooo much!
And for sure, i miss Leong!
Last time we so enjoy with each other when tuition time...
Now, all change le, izzit?
We all edi din take picture for so long time...
When we can crazy again with Chipster and also Peel Fresh?

Yesterday, went popular bought many things!
The purpose to clean up my room!
Aha
My gosssshhhhh~
I really need something to kemas my love novel,
if not, they are damn kesian, everyday lay under my bed,
because i got no place to put dem...
Haih so cham ><
Now my desk , so nice ler, Yeah

Love my desk, always full of thingy~
I had counted my love novel yesterday!
Haih
I got 145 books~ OMG
Havent included those who havent return to me one...
Wasai geng lea...
Tooo much le, i think?
Nevermind, from now on i need to stop buying love novel le...
And start to buy some English novel~

See my photo frame!
One of the photo is 2Ruby gals gang!
Hoooray~
Miss it soooo much also...
Haih
No matter how, i also love Ruby more than Diamond...
Dunoo why~ ><
Aha
I am wonder my clean desk will last for how many days? ==
I havent really totally clean up my room...
Still got many things need to arrange...
Especially, my notes and my form5 text book...
Gan bah teh!

Why want all of our gang come out yam cha also that difficult nia?
We edi long time din chit chat together laugh together le...
Haih
I miss you all!
I miss 2009!

The Flight of Youth

There are gains for all our loses,

There are balms for all our pain;

But when youth,the dream,departs

It takes something from our hearts,

And it never comes again.

We are stronger, and are better,

Under manhood’s sterner reign;

Still we feel that something sweet

Following youth, with flying feet,

And will never come again.

Something beautiful is vanished,

And we sigh for it in vain;

We behold it everywhere,

On the earth, and in the air,

But it never comes again!

Awesome Day

Its was better than what i imagined and i love it! ♥
Hope everyone had enjoy!

Day

We are having eye-screening and health check up in the day...
All of us wearing black T-shirt on that day...
And all of us wearing name tag with red string which i made de! yeah!
some more on the name tag, we pin a badge on it...

The badge also i design de nia... Love it soo much! Muakzz~

Actually we had nothing to do on the day...
Because the health check should done by nurse but not us...
We just help for something around there...
We walk walk and talk talk... hahax ><
Something thats made us awake came!
Our Japanese Youth Exchange had reached there! my gossh~
She is beautiful my god...
But i should say sorry to her... ><
Because when she arrived, i am busy with others thing...
I just say a nice to meet you to her then i walked away... >< paiseh!
Her name is Misako-真岛美纱子
She is shame and polite, always keep her smile on face...
Nice gal that i had ever meet...
I didn't talk much with her...
Due to her english not really good, so we hard to communicate... ><
Haih Luckily some of us know a bit of Japanese, they talk wit her...
I think this had made her feel warm! ^^
She had show us her fon and camera, wow nice! hahax
Cant believe that she lik to play backetball!
She look so innosence, my god!
She had make all of our OC in love with her~ Made all of us crazy ><


Thank you Misako
美佐子ありがとうございます
misako arigatō gozai masu

Welcome To Malaysia
ようこそ、マレーシアに
yōkoso , marēshia ni

I Miss You
あなたがいなくて寂しいです
anata ga i naku te sabishii desu

Night

O.o we had worry for the night party for so long...
Scared no people come... >< haih

But we had buzy decorate our Christmas tree and the stage... ^^
I love it so much also! ^^ hahax
Not really many people come but still its okay!
At least not only 10++ people...
We all buzy taking photo and play play also... ==
XY got singing performance on that day and its was awesome! babe
Damn nice lea!
Nothing much for the night, except take photo...
Oh ya~
When we play games, Misako got join...
She lose with chain chain and paul...
Their punishment is dance!
My god >< Paul damn crazy and syok about it! hahax
Because he can hold her hand~
LOL she had made all people crazy! hahax
Its too bad that i dint say goodbye to her...

I love my night!

Never Give Up

No matter what problem comes to me,

不管有什么问题,

No matter how hard it is,

不管有多难,

No matter how danger it is,

不管有多危险,

I will never give up...

我都不会放弃...

This is my promise to myself...

这是我的承诺...

Soon Sunday is coming...
Mean that our Christmas Party is coming also...
I had been prepared many things for that party,
although not really what i suppose to do it...
But its fine, i guess?
For so long, i bought things, designing, and arranging schedule...
Laopo told me,
Because of i can, so they believe me,
then give me so many works to do and finish it...
LOL i don't think so? ><
I really face so many problem while preparation for the party...
Not really got people can help me...
I always find laopo chat about this...
I am damn xinku these day...
And really tired for this...
Luckily i got laopo can hear me...
Although she can't really help me, but her support already enough...
She made me cry when chat with me...
I told her i need a shoulder, i really need...
But i will never give up...
Not only me, as i know, many OC also face many problem..
I want to show them that i can!

These day, really unhappy...
Many things happen around me...
Friendship, Love and the Party...
Many problem come across me,
and i can't really handle it well...
This is a process, how hard is it,
show me that i am growing...
I will be stronger than now...
I promise i will be strong!

That day chat with laopo, she said i am famous?
== LOL crazy...
I really don't think so...
I have many friends, but how many of them really pure hearted one?
How many of them really love me as friends?
Maybe there are only a few...
I don't want be famous, i just want true friends...
May God give me...

Fed Up

Haih
I almost don't know how many hours i will stay at home in a day except sleeping time...
Mama keep on scolding me and my papa look my house like hotel or motel...
Everyday go out until afternoon only go back home,
after finished house work,
surely online or read book or sleep...
This my life without school... T^T
Go out whole day for what?
Meeting or Tuition, main factor...
Rarely chat with my sisters, but i still got nia...
I very sayang my sisters de...

Christmas party is coming soon, i didn't have any happy feeling...
Left just fed up feeling...
Again a day i go meeting, buy things, open computer,designing badge and think of many more...
Oh ya, and Christmas decoration too...
Received a message, asked me to be security for that day...
I am not superwoman, but need to face all this things...
None of a thing i do perfectly, always kena blame...
So sad and feel bored...
At first i thought this will be enjoy...
In not more than one week times, how we gonna make it?
We are not hold together...
Every AJK only think of how to ponteng meeting, even me...

Letz cheers!
Wonder where my sister found this "janggut"?
But i love it!

Nice?
hahax...
Long time didn't take photo le...
These day keep on taking yong sui photo... ><
So 3bot...

Miss

Yoyo, I am back...^^
Today i miss the gathering le...
So dissapointed man!
I had tuition at Kasturi today untill 2.30,
some more need to buy Christmas decoration things for the party...
The gathering held on 1.00 at Mcdee today... haih
I reached Rawang by 5 something...
Can't see all my old classmate and friends le...
Primary time ya, nothing to worry nothing to care of...
Everyday in school just like enjoying...
Some of the old classmate which study at Segar, we still can meet and we are best friend also...
But some of them stay at Country Homes de, we really can't meet that often...
All buzy for school things and kokurikulum things...
These day don't know why miss them so much...
Maybe all really long times no see le...
Nevermind, there is one more gathering on 31.12.2009!
For sure i will attend... I want to see them ><
I miss u all!
I miss 6J...

Suddenly think of something...
We all really grow up already...
Look back to those old photo...
We are keep on changing and changing...
Gals are look more nicer than last time...
Guys also look even nicer than last time...
We are improving...
We are more clever...
We are more and more mature...
For many things, we already can handle by ourselves...
Not necessary need the help from others...
But sure need to admit that, we are also getting more and more old...
Haih
We are no longer sweet sixteen le...
Still got a few weeks more, we are in Form 5...
Teachers won't change their habit, that is keep on mentioning about SPM,
exert more pressure on students...
For few more days, we are going to say Byebye to 2009!

Today

Yeah, i am tired now...
My leg just like going to break when i walk... ><
Today went Timesquare...
Although not much people go there,
because some of them FFk le... haih
Soya and Bobo lo, said want go then suddenly don't go...
Make me so dissapointed...
But good news was Laopo Sarah can go along with us...^^
Nice ya!
When we reached KTM, LOL
damn weird, because of some Form 5 senior there...
The reason why i felt weird, because of my suit of today...
Haih a bit sexy i tink? and sure look fat... my goossshhh!
Luckily they didn't go Timesquare...
Wonder where they went... ><
Hmmm, as usual i hate KTM...
The train should be depart on 9.30...
We wait until 10.20 something only depart...
So shit...
Luckily i got laopo...
We chat many things when we on the way to Timesquare...
We really already long time no meet le...^^
I told her many things, same as her...
Nice talk and make me feel relax...
When we reached there, we split into two group somtimes,
or else five of us walked together sometimes...
I bought quite many things de...
And sure used many money already...
Now must save money le...
For novel... hahax
I bought le mama's present...
A watch and a braclet...
Hope she will like it...^^
Sure i bought somethings for myself also...
I bought le,
skinny jeans,
long sleeve shirt,
a dress,
and also a buffer...
I love the shirt i bought...
hahax
but still can't find what i really want...
haih nevermind...
Its still got time!

Today its also my uncle,"Jiu jiu" big day...
His wedding party is coming soon...
Today its one part of his wedding ritual...
In chinese called "Guo Dai Lie"...
Somethings like my uncle should prepared things and bring to my aunt,"Jiu mu" there...
A kind of Chinese traditional culture when wedding...
Just now i went to his home for dinner which i prepared with my others relatives...
Nice dinner and nice aura among we all...
I am the eldest there among all children...
Its look weird if i play with them...
So, i choose to read there...
Finally, i finished my english novel there...
Soon, i can start with another novel which in chinese...
My mama and others aunt went to eat at mamak store near there...
But i choose to go home for a rest...
I walked home since my uncle home just near my home...
While i was walking, i look on the sky...
The sky was dark and with a few stars...
Its look nice...
And i love sky...
Sometimes i hope i can fly and feel the cloud...
Although that is impossible...
I will think that i am free if i can fly...
Nowadays, too many things need me to care of...
Started to feel tired and hatred...


I believe i can fly, I believe i can touch the sky...

Be happy and no tears...

Grow

For one more day...
I am still reading this book...
Which wrote by Mitch Albom...
When i start to read, not really can get what he trying to say...
But slowly, i can understand about it...
Its a nice story...
I am now wondering, if i am given one day more after my death,
what will i do?
I never ever scared of my own death...
To me, death may just another way to have freedom...
Although i hate to see others people die...
I am just a normal girl in this land...
Nothing much, nothing more...
My leave will never affect anything, i guess?
Don't know that your ever find out that, whenever i talk about my family,
is always about good thing...
Whatever happened in my home, my life, except about love and sometimes friendship things,
sure also leng zai things,
i didn't really share thing between friends...><
That was thing i found out whenever i didn't have anything want to tell them...
Actually is bad, i think?
Lets fly back to our own topic...
If i had given for one more day, i think i will visit all people that i know in the world,
no matter blog, facebook and anywhere and have a talk with they all,
perhaps i can do that in 24 hours...
Friendship, is important to me...
Someone ask me before, what is the first thing in my heart?
I think for so long, i told him,
everything is important to me...
My family, friends, teachers and many many thing...
Every single thing that happened around me, thats important...
Maybe its seem weird, but its true...
Once upon the time, love is the first thing in my heart...
After a badly hurt by some one, i found out that,
there are much more thing that i should consider and care more that just look onto love...
This making my mind grow more mature at one time,
that past Lim Pui Yan had transform into nowadays, right here typing blog, Lim Xiao Yu...
Look back that what had i really did before, i am still like a child...
Doing thing without thinking, hurt people easily,talking something bad...
That shouldnt be a real Lim Xiao Yu...
Now i am still growing up...
Soon i will be a 17 years old girl, there is no more sweet sixteen...
I should be more and more mature than i should be now...
Should i hate to grow or love to grow?
Sometimes, I will think that grow up mean that there is going have more and more thing that i should care of, and only by myself...
Nobody gonna help me since they thought i am big enough to handle all this thing...
Sometimes, I will just think to grow up faster to gain money by my hand, no more mama bank and papa bank...
Haih
I am confuse...

Sadness

Leo club thing started to made me feel bad...
Everytime meeting, only will made me feel sien and boring...
What i do, sure kena bend by that OC...
After many changes, he said run...
Everything okay le...
Everything print out...
Then he said got problem...
So damn shit...
Now i need to do everything again...
He only will blame us fron doing wrong thing...
But how about himself?
We do thing after his permission...
But now he said,
we do and print out without asking him...
LOL
Does he know we wasted how mant time on it?
Does he know how we kena scold by mama because of doing this thing?
Then,
Now two words from him,
no logo, all thing gone...
I need to do all thing again...
Sucks...
I have been thinking to give up, or let go all this thing...
But,
I cant...
This programme, all of our AJK,
no matter from SEGAR or SEMEKAR,
word hard and use many times on it already...
We all very sad and dissapointed about our work,
because of the OC...
Now,
left not more than one month time,
we need to finish all thing...
Hope,
we can make all thing prefect...

Book-Lover

Yo,
I am here again...
I will always update here because of my new blog template...
Started to love my blogspot...
Yesterday,
dont know what had happen to my pc...
I cant open it...
Kena scold by mama,
again call people come repair...
Luckily,
Its done by today....
I can update le...
Wahaha
We all go Taiwan yesterday...
Reira reached most early...
When she called me,
i am still on the way to take the cake for my be-loved Soya...
A spongebob cake.. ^^
hahax
Nice looking even nice to eat also...
Not bad...
Unfortunately,
Yaone cant come le because of her mama car spoiled...
She damn sad about that...
Keep on saying sorry...
And even Bobo FFk ><
Suipo her does not have transport to go Taiwan...
Haih
I tot we all can gathering together...
End up only got a few people go...
Nevermind...
We still enjoy...
Then,
Soya went KFC for another birthday celebretion with her pancaragam gang...
Left me, ann ,reira, and yingru...
We decide to go Parkson to have a walk...
Me and ann need to find some Christmas thing for Leo club...
We also go popular le...
Wow
We all buy a book...
See, we all so love book...
Ann bought le her dream book Falling Leaves...
Reira bought le Kissed By Angel...
Yingru bought le a magazine bout World Design...
She want to become a designer...
I bought le a Chinese novel...
I love it so much...
Its slightly talk about China History...
About king KangXi...
When i started to read it, I cant stop...
Finally, I finished it within a day...
And i keep on read and read again...
Yeah...
Love it so much...
I cried like a baby everytime i read it...
Didnt regret for buying that book...
And i am gona to buy all series of that book...
Hurray...There are two book for this story...
This is one of the cover...
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Now,
I cant wait for read Chinese Cinderella...
Ann and Yaone both said that also a nice book...
That one is a English Novel...
I had never finished even one English novel...
Hope i can finished it...
And I decide to borrow Twilight also to read...
But all my friend only have English version...
I want to read Chinese version de...
T^T
I will try to read it in English version...
Hope,
I can success...
Again I become Book-lover...

Finally

Yeah...
I finally made my blogspot look nicer than last time...
Hurray!
Happy, because my whole blog are PURPLE...
I Love Purple...
Its take a long time to do this thing...
But it was worth!
And i felt damn bloody syok now... ^^
Oh ya...
Cant wait for tmr le...
Soya Suprise Cake!
Haha
I am the one who order the cake de...
Wow wow
Me myself also want to see how will that cake be...
How would a Spongebob cake look like?
I also curious...
Hope so will be nice... ><
If not, that not suprise anymore...
Hmm, since now already December,
I think i gonna work more hard for many things...
haih
Especially Leo club thing...
I had wasted so many time on it...
Making this and that...
Finding this and that...
Hope so it will be sucess...
and i will gain memory...
Nites, Babe...


*Still Waiting Someone Msg*

Boring

My holiday become more and more boring...
my godnesss....
Recently,
my day,
internet > tuition > eat > blogging > sleep...
Tats all...
haih ><
Really nothing special...
But yeah!
Finally can go out with friends...
yam cha yam cha... ^^
Wednesday, babe! Its the time...
We will go "Taiwan"...
A new restoran located near Perfection...
Hmm, there are somthing gona happen on that day...
Lets see that...
I am the one who prepare for that...
Hope that will shock her... ^^
T^T
We havent confirm a date for shopping time...
I want shopping... ><
I need to buy Christmas present and birthday present...
When i gone to shopping, money gone too...
But nevermind...
I want enjoy shopping and buy thing...
Target:
*skinny jeans
**present
***dress
****new high heel shoe
*****new pencil box
*******christmas socks
********black short pants

Blah blah blah...
In love with Big Bang,
Let Me Hear Your Voice...

to your

Hmmm..
How sahould i start this?
i know that this blog is still my friend who know this come and see...
i think that i know your feelings too after some blog post of mine or that little girl?
babe, take it easy...
as everyone opinion, even me,
i know what i had do is just like crash her heart... ><
i notice that realize that since earlier...
maybe what i had do your dont know so will say like that...
i respect all your opinion...
i also know although i post blog by korean, sure got people go see one...
but, let your know le, see le,
also nevermind...
Its okay...
every friendship, or i might say every relationship,
would not never had any problem...
this time,
were the first problem between me and that little girl...
the way we mix in with each other may different from others...
but now,
actually it is seem to be nothing already...
problem solve...
we are now still good friends...
one problem would not crash the friendship,
but finally will strengthen our friendship...
some more,
why say your are outsider?
sure not for that...
we are a family...
everyone same is this family...
everyone should be treat good...
in our family, everyone the same...
sometimes, no need to say sorry...
everything will be okay...
after the problem asist, i already try my best to solve it..
just maybe your dont know...
^^
the little girl really already grow up and we should set her free...
i understand it already...
i now didnt do anything to force her...
i am now still her good friend...
even you all are my good friend...
listen hear,
we are family...
anything happen would not change this...
i have you all...
you all have me...
^^
any problem, we should solve together...
okay, deal?

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그것은 진짜로 미치다…
사람들이 변화하기 것을 시작하기 때문에,
지금 당신은 사람들을 변화하도록 말했는가?
어이,
우리는 모두 전에 행해진 우리가…
있던 무슨이 알고 있다 당신은 또한인가 것 살 감별하는가 그녀를 이지 않는가?
당신은 모든 1개의 시작 이것 이지 않는가?
지금,
와우는 저희를 중화한다 부르는가?
어떻게 당신 너자신에 관하여?
시기심은,
사람들 모두 가지고 있을 것이다…
뿐만 아니라 저와 당신…
우리가 모두 그녀 것에 관하여 악을 말할 때 당신은 아직도 기억하기 위하여 인가? 당신은 당신이 아무것도를 말하지 않는다는 것을 말하는 것을 대담하게 하는가? 당신이 전체적인 상황을 이해하지 않는 경우에,
아무것도를 말하지 않거나 주지 말라 설명을…
나는 당신이 틀리다고…
말할 것이지 않는다 그리고 조금 더,
우리는 공격하고 있지 않다…
당신은 아니다 것살이…
당신은 또한 모를 것입니다 우리의 감각을…
무엇이 우리가 변화하는가,
당신 보았는가 있었는가? 아니오,
권리? 이렇게,
행동하지 말라 영리하거나 똑똑하게…
나 것을 걱정하는 필요 없음 당신…
그녀는 지금 그녀…
해야 하는 무슨이 틴에이저,
그녀 알고 있다이다 그리고 하도록 i…
나는…
해야 하는 무슨이 알고 있다 나는 이지 않는다 똑똑한…
그러나 이것은이다 나의 자신 것…
너무 많이 걱정하는 필요 없음 당신…
당신이…
쓰는 무슨을을 위한 감사합니다 나는 당신이 저희를…
변화하는 원한ㄴ다는 것을 알고 있다 그러나 아직도,
당신은 사람이 아니다 이해하는 저희를…
당신은 하기 위하여 모를 것입니다 무엇을…

또는

나는 일어나는 것을 가지고 있던 무슨이 모른다,
그러나 오늘 그는 메시지 저…
불편했던 조금을 느끼는 것을 시작했는가?
어쩌면 나는 그가 저를 매일이라고 찾아낼 것이라는 점을 생각했는가?
다시 나는 바보이다 그것인가? 나는 나가 그를 만들었다는 것을 알고 있다,
그러나 다만 적은 것 때문에, 나는 그가 그것의…
걱정할 것이라는 점을 생각하지 않았다 배설물,
물고기 다시 당신은 그것을 위해 넘어지는가? 어쩌면 그는 다만 당신의 배려?
또는,
나는 사람이다 그를 걱정하지 않는,
그러나 그는 저에게 말하고 싶지 않다…
어리석은 바보,
배설물…
당신이 저에게 아무거나 말하지 않는 경우에,
나는 어떻게 당신의 감각을 알고 있는가?
씨,
어쩌면 나는 틀리다…
그러나 당신은 저에게 말할 수 있는가?
바보 같이 행위...
가 저에 의하여 하지 않는가?
나는 당신의 걱정한다,
그러나 u는 저에게 말하지 않는다,
나는 무엇을 해야 하는가?

기회

이미 포기 전혀 생각 될 것이라고 처음부터 ...
그냥 그런 때가 아니라고 생각 ...
따라서, 단지 우리가 사람을 다치게 할 일들을했는지 ...
자, 부상 회복 ...
난 괜찮아입니다 ...
저는 우리가 기회를주지 않았나요?
나 자신을 이해하기 시작했다 ...
사실, 난 그를 사랑 ...
그냥, 겁많은 ...
哈哈...
나쁜, 맞죠?
이 시점 사소한, 포기 그의 ...
난이 시간에, 그렇지 않아 모르지만 ...
하지만, 굵게를 선택 ...
이전 탈출, 문제를 많이 저어 ...
이건 아니다 ...
나도 열심히한다 ...
포기하지 않을 ...
우리에게 기회를 줄 것이다 ...
함께합시다 ...

Again

Hahax..
Just finish typing my leo club things...
My gosshhh...
Today meeting really disgusting...
Not even sien,
Some more angry...
Shit you, chairman...
Nevermind...
I finish what should i do le...
Hey yeah...
Okay,
why i post this blog post is?
Ermmm,
I also dunno...
Let it...
Just sudden want come here write something...
Hahax...
Really very sien la today...
Oh ya,
I remember le...
hmmm,
I know le,
I get no.9 in my class...
Hurray...
Fianlly im in TOP 10...
Happy nia...
This time result not good, not bad...
At least,
I happy la...
YEAH!

Fish,
U are TOP 10 now in Diamond!

친교

나는 나가 당신을…
아픈ㄴ다는 것을 알고 있다 그러나 당신은 당신에게 나의 감각 무엇을 알고 있는가?
당신 때문에 아닙니다 남자 친구에게 그 후에 나를 질투하는 얻거나 좋아하지 않는다…
그것을,
나이다 당신이 남자 친구를…
얻는 1개의 지원 잊지 말라 이렇게,
나는 u에는 남자 친구가…
있다 기쁘다 나는 무엇 인가 예상하지 않는가,
당신는 저희 보다는 오히려 당신의 남자 친구와 가진 시간을 더 소요하는가 저만 단지 말해야 하는가?
나는 당신의 블로그가 쓴다 무슨을 알고 있다 이다 저는…
저희 사이 어쩌면 진짜의 증오심 구조…
나는 나가 당신의 악에 대해서 뒤에…
무엇이든 이야기하지 않는다는 것을 맹세한다 만약에 진짜로 얻는,
이렇게 무엇? 당신이 잘못하지 않는 경우에,
무엇을 위해 그것을 위협하기 위하여? 당신은 남자 친구가 있어 당신 후에,
당신이 저 인 얼마나 많은 시간 세는가?
돌아가십시오 조차 기차,
당신으로 또한 소요한다 당신의 남자 친구와 말하는 당신의 시간을 전부…
그것을 나 걱정하면 안되는가 인가? 당신이 저인 경우에,
당신은 무엇 느낄 것인가?
당신의 가장 친한 친구,
후에 남자 친구가 있,
학교 시간 조차 또한 남자 친구와,
단지 단지 체재한다…
그렇습니다,
나는 걱정하면 안된다…
그러나 저에,
이미에 당신…
지금,
나는 그것을 시켜야 한다…
때문에 당신 저를 더 이상 믿지 않기 위하여…
때문에 당신 저를 당신의 가장 친한 친구로 더 이상 보지 않기 위하여…
다만 때문에 당신이 전체적인 상황을 이해하기 것을 시도하지 않기…
그 때 당신은 저를 비난하는 것을 선택한다…
나는 나…
해야 하는 무슨이 모른다 나는 나의 나가…
할 수 있는 무슨을 하기 위하여 베스트를 시도한다 그러나 마지막으로,
당신은 당신의 남자 친구와 인 것을 선택한다…

Back

Hey Guys,
I'm back...
Since the last post, i talk about my final exam...
Now, my final exam over already...
Should i cheer up for it?
Not really i think...
I can finally throw my book away...
But still, gonna start my Form 5 tuition this saturday soon...
Feel bored about that, again my life full with tuition...
Okay,
lets talk about my result...
Hmmm, i got 12 subjects in Form 4...
My English teacher go to menunaikan haji already,
So,
We not gona get my english result, i tink?
Then,
abouts others,
this time i improve already,
I do better than my mid term exam...
But still, my mummy didnt praise me for my result...
She just keep on sayin, i should do better...
Nevermind, I dont care...
I do what i want, and get what i want...
Actually,
I hate this time...
Because of this final exam,
many things happen...
But i should let it be...
Haiz...
Oh ya, this time,
I already get 9A and 2B...
Not bad already...
Hope my english may get an A...
And,
Hope What I want Will get back...


This Saturday onwards,
my Kasturi tuition start again...
Tuition time : 12.00pm - 5.30pm
My god,
Isnt that crazy?
But need to work for Form 5...
Gossshhhh...
So,
Sunday,
more disgusting...
Tuition time : 9.00am-2.30pm
For Kasturi..
Tuition time : 4.00pm - 10.00pm
For Mutiara...
Shyt,
All my weekends,
are TUITION-ING...
Haiz... ><


This Friday,
Going to take our result for this time...
May God Bless Me...

Exam

long time dint update already...
coz i prefer use wretch...
i lik to describe my feeling in chinese...
but,
today sudden got a feeling wana update and tell somethg...
die die-ing...
again we are goin to face our exam...
a bit regret why dont want start my revision more earlier...
now everything are still blur blur...
i gt 12 subject nid to prepare...
all are still in half way...
i even haven get started wit my language part...
exam are around the corner...
just left nt even two week time...
v gona face our form 4 exam...
feel quite scare bout it...
im not gona fail any subject...
and i hope i can get a gud result...
at least not worst than mid year exam...
im reli work hard at tis time...
although n2w are typin blog...
bt u know,
nw already almoz 3am...
i haven get into bed yet...
im still sitting in front my pc wit my lovely BIO book...
dunno why,
now nt sleepy at all...
so,
i decide dont wan to slip for today...
tmr are goin to ann home for account revision...
i hope i can help ann and chain...
they 2 are also really workin hard...
i dont want to dissapointed my parents and my teachers...
ARRRRHHHH~
i hope i can made my brain like a 32GB memory card...
autosave everythg,
then jz click one button all thg come out...
but tats impossible...
so,
letz work hard...

ERM...

LOL
long time din update le...
coz lazy?
mayb ba?
muhahaha....

actuali ntg to say de loh...
tis day,
ntg much happen...
bt,
almoz all my fren tat quite close wit mi,
aer facing lov problem...
MY GOD!
v r jz students wad...
the actuali problem tat v shud face,
isnt it bout study?
LOL
bt,
nowadays,
dey more concern bout lov problem...
HEADACHE!
==
even mi oso facing lov problem,
bt wad can v do?
v still young...
nt mature as well...
hw v gona solve the problem easily?
thus,
v r wasting time again and again in tis kind of stupid problem...
mayb lov is quite important to sumone?
bt,
lov is nt all about...
in our life,
v still gt mani thg can do...
y dun v enjoy it as well?
LOL
mayb sumtimes v ll feel tat v need a ppl to care of us?
bt,
fren oso can do such thg wad...
fren n fren oso can take care of each other...
nt oni couple can care of,
izzit?

BE HAPPY~

RESULT~

LOL...
hate my result...
==
haiz...
damn bad...
yala...
gt sum gt improve...
bt still,
mani so bad~
no eye see liao...
hari terbuka is tis saturday,
sure let mama scold dao gou gou li...
sadnesss...
i dun wan let her scold...
my bio-69~
==
teacher dun wan gim the extra mark...
my moral-59~
==
teacher oso dun wan gim the extra mark...
haiz...

HALF DAY TRIP~

HOHO~
yoyo...
longtime din post blog liao...
i oni care bout mai wretch tis day...
coz,
here no comment de...
sadness...
now wan write write bout tat de half day trip...
en,
nt bad la...
quite fun de...
bt v jz crazyin takin picture lo...
tats all v do at there...
haha
at my fs de profile hor,
tat day de pic gt over 140~
==
geng lea?
haha
here cum the pic la...
firstly,
on the bus...
the bus hor,
move lai move qu,
shake lai shake qu...
==
v still can take pic de...












lalala~
tis the pic at bus...
hmmmm...
nt bad...
rite?
haha
tos shake shake pic on fs gt mani...
lol~
den o,
v go playground...
==~
syok bt san bat...
haha












haha~
v lik child rite?
bt v hav fun there...
haha
heh3...
there o,
gt robot zoo de...
malaysia borrow from singapore...
==
quite nice and amazing...
haha












v lik model mou?
tats RHINO...
second large land animal on earth....
if i nt mistaken...
^^~
hmmmm...
tis the pic at sumwhere...
bt i foget tats where le...
heh3...
paiseh...

MORE PIC....
GO ON TO MY FS~

16 birth~

HOHO~
today get mani suprise from fren...
dey buy a cake n v celebrate together~
n oso mani present...
all of tos present i lik very much...
gt mani chochlate oso~
haha~
i ll never forget tis year punya birthday~
and very happi~
i noe dem edi prepare tis so long for mi~
and cheat mi banyak to gimmi suprise~
love u all ya~

THX SOYA~
THX ANN2~
THX PEH2~
THX XY~
THX NIC~
THX POH YUEN~
THX WEN KEAT~
THX SHEILA~
THX JIN WEI~
THX MISS GOAT~
THX BOBO~
THX VOON HUEY~
THX JIAN LEAT~
THX KAH HOE~
THX KOR SING~
THX TZE YI~
THX PEK YEN~
THX ZI SHEN~
THX CHUN HOE~
THX HONG CHANG~
THX KHAI YEW~
THX VIVIAN~
THX JOAN~
THX WEI GOR~
THX XIAO XIONG~
THX KAI WAH~
THX MUN CHING~
THX AH GAO~
THX PEI YEN~
THX SEE ZHAO~
THX JOAN~
THX DIVIYA~
THX THILAKAM~
THX DICKSON~
THX KAI JIM~
THX BALL BALL~
THX MYDIN~
THX KEK KEK~
THX MUMI~
THX XIAO PIAO~
THX MR SHIVA~
THX XIANG TING~
THX WEN YI~
THX AH PAUL~
THX WEI BIN~
THX GOR2~
THX WEI JING~
THX YEAN LING~
THX RENOWAH~
THX BOON KIAT~
THX BEN SHENG~

muackzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

HAPPY~

HOHO~
jz cum bak from tuition...
meet "zhuguli" again in train...
==
asyik gaduh wit him in the train...
lol
tok all bout ntg jek...
my godness...
haha
den when reach rawang,
more cham,
let him ragut to gou feng,
jz oni accompany him buy cap...
SEIZAIBAO...
bt
nvm la...
mi oso long time din tok more more wit him edi...
^^
enjoyin walk wit him oso,
enjoyin tok wit him oso...
jz bu shuang smthg...
he o,
asyik say mi lutt lo...
lol
mi jz easy to fall down jek ma...
where gt lutt wor?
==

^^~my camp~

HOHO~
yoyo!
im bak from camp...
wad a wonderful camp there...
tis is my 1st time join camp "TUTTI FRATELI"...
my senior tol mi tat tis ll b a tough camp...
kek3...
bt i go ahead...
i wana try for it...
coz,
im a berani gal!
haha~
v go as the guest ther...
tis camp is anjur by chapter klang de...
tis is reli tough...
i cnt get a nice rest....
i jz cn slip for 3 hour in a day...
bt,
i do mani activiti there....
so i summarize tos nice n interested de la...
1st:
i find it so damn nice de...
tis is 1st time i slip on the ROAD...
OMG...
heh3...
actuali v go natural nite walk,
bt o,
tos ajk wan us go there at 2smthg,
den slip on the road for one hour...
^^
yeng mou?
2nd:
FEAR-FACTOR...
==
reli geli dao bao...
bt i din expect i cn do it de...
still i do it...
v drink ice-blended worm~
geli...
reli geli...
lagi geli de is,
==
v nid to pass fresh chicken head n leg by MOUTH~
n tat is fresh n haven been cook yet de...
==
haiz...
tat feeling o,
so kek...
3rd:
JUNGLE TREKKING...
v almoz stay in hutan 3 or more hours...
lol
bt nice~
walk at tat hutan wit mani blocking...
v show fully our teamwork tat time~
^^
syok habis...
sumore,
v nid to walk trough a sungai tat full of sampah...
n very deep oso...
my shoe gone~
haha~
lai lai~
sum pic there!










frens from klang high school~
haha
all littlie boy lai de~
gt form one de tim~
^^









tis is smk sultan abdul samad~
heh3...
tis jiu all big boy...
==
haha~












tis is our team!
serpens~
hehe~
all nice gal n guy~
















mi n sheila~
hehe~
both lov purple de gal~































^^
ajk there...
leng lui mou?
dey oso help us so much~
thx~
Lastly,
wanna say smthg wit tos fen...
KLANG HIGH SCHOOL,
thx dem very much...
without their help,
v cnt cook...
haha
dey are all very nice boy...
n leng zai la!
haha
tok wit dem ll feel relax n shuang...
haha~
SMK SULTAN ABDUL SAMAD,
thx dem very much oso...
dey ll always ask us wheter need help anot...
n thx for taeching us the dance...
^^
im a bit kesal...
din save their number...
anyway,
THX!
TUTTI FRATELI!
I LL CUM AGAIN...

going to CAMP~

HOHO~
im going to camp tmr~
heh3...
for 4 day n 3 nite...
actuli,
gt a lil bit scare...
bt,
still wana go...
coz,
tis the 1st time i go camp...
^^
about my competition on sat,
lol...
sadness,
lose liao...
jz get no.6...
bad rite?
==
nez year,
i muz WIN~
YUPPIE...
i ll enjoy my camp-life...

FINALLY~

HOHO~
yuppie!
fianlly finiz exam le!
kaka...
today de math one,
haiz,
nt bad la!
bt,
still dissapointed...
^^
GUYS&GALS,
enjoy ur holiday~


PS:sori to my fren~today im in bad mood....

one more DAY~

HOHO~
mi again!
today de moral + est,
nt bad la~
wun fail de...
heh3...
left one more day to exam!
shuang dao~
n oni math 1 lai de!
so,
no nid study...
kek3...
my holiday is goin to b fun bt bz at all...
30-5-09: gt quiz at smk taman melawati
31-5-09: tuition
01-6-09: im in the camp!
02-6-09: camp!
03-6-09: still camp!
04-6-09: laz day in camp!
05-6-09: 3pm-5pm tuition
06-6-09: shoppin wit fren!
07-6-09: tuition
08-6-09: tuition
09-6-09: finally one day free~
10-6-09: im in genting!
11-6-09: genting!
12-6-09: laz day in genting+tuition
13-6-09: tuition+nite go watch serendah de show
14-6-09: tuition+tak muni wit miss goat at hotel near bkt.bintang
LOL
TIS MY HOLIDAY~
haiz~

IM HERE~

HOHO~
sudden create a blog here...
san bat hor?
dunno la~
all moz all my fren usin blogspot~
dey all giv up wretch liao...
T.T
bt
nvm!
im here now~
i ll record all my skol life n normal life here...
in my wretch,
ll all about my feeling~
ll be more mature!
haha~
n here,
i tink i ll use eng lo~
although my eng is bad~
==
tis is bcoz,
let my fren read mie~
sum of dem dun lik bc de~
haiz~
yuppie!