Kasturi

I just reached home, and having Tiger biscuits now.

I am sitting in front of my pc, thinking of the past.

Today, was the last day, i went Kasturi as a F5 student.

I seriously felt time passed very fast.

I am sure i will miss my time at Kasturi.

Since F2, i started my tuition there, pengaruh by Joanne Wong, haha.

She asked me to tuition there with her last time. HOHO

At that time, we still like small small child, haha.

Went there by train, and very hardworking de, never ponteng!

Even my F3 and F4 also, i take tuition there.

These few years, i do enjoyed a lots a lots at the time in Kasturi.

My english aint good, i dunno how to use words to express my feeling.

But i do love Kasturi for no reason, haha.

During the time in Kasturi, i have many many memories.

Food at Petalling Street!

Very nice and not really expensive.

We always go there earlier to have our lunch there.

I definitely will miss the food there.

Popular near Kasturi center!

HEHE

You know what?

I always dream to meet the son or grandchild of Papular's boss, haha.

This is my mission! LOL

I know its never come true, but nevermind, day dream also syok.

Popular over there is quite big, and got many books compare to Rawang's one.

I love to stay there.

Erm, got a few times, i ponteng my class, stay at popular, just to read novel, geng lea? haha

And and!

The Lipton Ice Lemon Tea sell at Popular, is the most cold drink i ever meet, haha.

I love to buy the ice lemon tea from there.

Its cheaper compare to 7eleven, and very COLD, haha.

Handsome Guy in Kasturi Center!

Here comes the most important things, hehe.

I have meet many lengzai there, which i felt lengzai but my friends all said okay jek.

Nevermind, different people different opinion, hehe.

I miss them!

I saw one of my lengzai today, i keep on "kap" him, its really obvious haha.

But is the last day le, i really d0nt know when can meet him again. Haih.

Teacher in Kasturi Center!

My beloved TK Leong, is the teacher i loved most!

He teached me Biology only in F4.

I love to attend his class, because its fun and nice.

At the beginning, i just sit at the most in front place, and never talk to him.

One day, he was asking some question, then i answered it,

maybe its from that time, he ll talk to me, haha.

We will chat whenever got free time after class or in the class.

Talking about something not related to Biology == LOL

Then, we become more and more friend, haha.

But when F4 class ended, he told me he not going to open a class for F5 bio in KL center,

because he is sort of time.

I very sad loh, because cant see him anymore le! T^T

But i kinda crazy, i started to attend his F4 class again at June.

Actually, just to meet him and hear his voice, LOL.

But at last, when September, i stop all my class again.

Which mean, i cnt meet him anymore. ><

I do miss him a lotz!

HAHA, today i sengaja went to see him,

just want to take a photo with him.

LOL

wait jor him for almost 45 minutes,

he only reached.

Too bad, we din talk much,

Because he rush for his class.

Friends in Kasturi Center!

Actually i din make many friends there, because im not that friendly. ==

So din have much things to talk about loh.

I got a bit regret, din open my heart, mixed with them, haih. NVM

I still got YunQian also, hehe, and Eve, and also Carine! ^^

Also okay what, pheww~

Its me, YunQian, Carine and also Huey!

HEHE

We took quite many pictures de.

Its fun to talk with them. ^^

TODAY

Me and Huey

Okay, i know we two are very 38, haha.

She keep on told me, today was the last day in Kasturi le.

Haih.

So today was the last day we can take pic in Kasturi, haha.

Thats why we keep on take pic today. ==

Because of Kasturi,

i fall in love with Biology.

Because of Kasturi,

i become more and more close with Huey.

Because of Kasturi,

i learnt many many things.

Finally comes the day, i graduate from Kasturi!

HEHE

I LOVE KASTURI

生日快乐

今天是斯雅妹的大日子!

^^

昨晚,我就已经把这张照片上传去面子书.

不久后就收到他的信息说他很喜欢很谢谢我.

可惜,他的泪腺不发达,哭不出来.

哈哈

这已经是一种习惯了.

他很乐观开朗,所以很少哭.

又好又坏啦.

今天,

大家又一次约在麦当劳一起读书,复习功课.

一早看到她,我装冷漠. ==

没有什么理他,

只等着下午的庆祝会,

给他一个大大的惊喜.

我们一大班人,

装着没事,

好像没准备他的礼物一样.

过后,

十二点多,

买好了蛋糕后,

坐着正力的车过去"完美补习中心",

一抵达,我跑上去,

要快快准备好电脑,

为了播放影片.

在房间里,

与他们闲聊,闹闹.

才发现,

他们不断地在攻击斯雅.

一直在zat她,

伤他的自尊心,

其实,

只想弄她哭而已.

毕竟,

没人真正弄到她流泪.

可惜,

她笑多过想哭.

不过我想,那一刻,是真的有被hurt到一下下的.

斯雅,别怪他们啊!

他们也只想让你跌入地狱,

再从地狱飞回天堂.

哈哈

没办法,

想给你惊喜嘛!

到人齐的时候,

紫莹忽然的拿着礼物盒跑了进来,

很慌张地给斯雅,

一副好像盒子里有不明物体的样子.

可惜,

斯雅一眼看出,那是给他的.

不愿配合紫莹,

只是一直在傻笑,

在喊"喂呀"~

哈哈

他打开了盒子,

有着我们的礼物,还有蛋糕.

还没吹蛋糕前,

我们带她到电脑前,坐好,

叫他闭着眼睛,

然后,把所有的灯关上,

感觉很浪漫哦,哈哈.

之后,就开始播影片了.

那个影片,

很简单很简单.

我没有很花巧的手艺,

把它弄得美美.

但,

蕴藏着的却是我们的心思.

刚播不久,他就哭了.

我们全部都在欢呼,

因为她的眼泪.

难得的一幕啊.

哈哈

其实,

当时我也在哭.

不懂为什么,

或许是成就感,

因为花了很多时间去完成那个影片.

或许是感动,

因为我们之间有太多太多的事情.

或许是离别,

因为我们之间能相处的时间,真的不多了.

影片一播完,

才发现,

很多人都哭了.

就连鹏胜也哭了.

每个人脸上带着眼泪,

嘴角却是微笑着的.

这个影片,

既感动,又好笑.

我忽然感悟,

原来,

幸福真的很简单.

过后的庆祝会,

我不在.

因为一些事情.

今年我送的礼物,

很简单.

但却是我觉得很特别的东西.

毕竟,

一个人的生命里,

最重要的,

就是自己的回忆,

不管是开心,还是不开心.

其实,

我不想有人误会,

我做那么多东西,是想讨好她.

不是的!

在我的心里,他永远是我最珍惜的朋友.

这是不会改变的.

这就是为什么,

我想在他中学生涯里,

给他一个最棒的生日!

或许是命运?

我始终没有在她的生日,

和他合照.

没关系吧,

她开心就好了. ♥

斯雅,

祝你生日快乐.

谢谢你哦,我们都很开心有你.

希望,

你喜欢我们送的礼物.

希望,

你喜欢我们准备的惊喜.

希望,

你有一个难忘的生日.

Changes

Just a short post.

Wanna know more, visit here http://www.wretch.cc/blog/fei2fish/11059899

I dunno how should i start this post, but i should continue it follow my feeling and my soul.

I am typing this while listening to *Satu Malaysia*, a very nice song.

Okay, i am actually not to promote perpaduan, paiseh.

I remember i said before i had give up on my laopo Sarah.

But,

relationship between us again occur changes, Perhaps, is a good change.

We are not Hi-Bye friend anymore.

These few days,

we talked to each other, maybe is just some normal things, but its good enough.

we commented with each other in facebook, its all just some kepo things, but i puas hati.

You know, when i heard u called my name, i am damn happy for no reason.

Its just a very small changes, but its enough, really enough. ^^

I didnt want anything from you.

I just want to keep our relationship like this.

Thanks my laopo, and thanks to myself.

A Girl

I just went and have a look of her both blog just now.
I knew her since form2, but being close only when we were in Form4, because we were in the same class until now.
We were actually always competing between us for results, sometimes i win, of course sometimes she win.
The relationship between us kinda weird, and i cnt find a word to describe it. LOL

I knew she been through many many hard times, she is tough also.

And i actually dont understand her at all.

I dont have much time be with her accept school time seriously.
We have limited topic, and we dont really share things.

I hope i can be more understand her.
She is quite a mystery girl to me.

Sometimes, i cnt even know whats she thinking.
Unlike others, i always need to teka whats she mention-ing about.
And i dunno how to open my mouth to ask, because its kinda kepo. LOL

I wish i can be a better friend,
I hope i can listen to her,
I wish i can be understand her.

Yet, we got our own life.
I got my gang, she got her gang.
I cnt control her life, i cnt force her to do what ever thg i want but not she want.

She is the cool-est and 38-est girl i have ever seen exclube my babe Hayley. HAHA
Girl, i hope u know i am talking about you, ^^.

I do care of you! ^^

For Fun

LOL found many my old picha, haha.

I felt i look better last time! ==

Its time to stop

Whatever i do, you never realize.

Whatever i think, you never know.

My love, you never care.

In your heart, others thing are always more important.

I am tired of waiting.

So i guess, its time to stop.

I am just a normal girl, seriously i need someone to care of me also.

You are not that one anymore.

Novel

The new novel i bought, i love it so much.

Disappointment

I found my mistakes, stupid fucking mistake.

When i saw it, my tears cant stop flowing.

My stupid carelessness killed me.

I never think of, the most easier question to others will killed me.

My teacher disappointment make me cry.

I so sorry to him, I damn bloody stupid!

Gossh, i hate myself.

The most important paper to me, the most effort i put, the most i love,

but i break it with my hand.

I thought i can do it, i thought i can get good result.

I shit myself, i Fuck myself.

Its my fault, its my fault.

Teacher, i am so sorry.

Today

YEAH

Finally come to the end of trial, i am so happy! HEHE

I done very well in my paper1 but paper2 a bit dissapointed.

I done some silly mistake, but nvm, still consider okay lah. HEHE

All my friends said this time de very hard, but i felt okay okay lah.

Like Paul said, imma da best among the worst.

After exam jor, i went to have lunch with my Lala at Pizza-Hut.

Long time didnt eat pizza already.

Today so puas hati and so kenyang.

Each of us ate 3 pieces of pizza, 2 pieces of breadstick, 2 pieces of fish-finger and one mushroom soup.

Soooooooo MUchiess~

We ate until so syok so syok.

Then, we went bank-in for shop online shop.

Because Denis want to order some shirt.

Lala and i, like kampung moi loh.

Both of us stare at the machine, dunno what to do.

The machine keep on mengeluarkan suara macam "deng deng deng".

LOL we two scared leh, because dunno what happen, ish.

Finally, we success to bank-in. HAHA

I felt very happy today.

^^

Tomorrow day out with Huey, Paul and JiaSheng.

We must enjoy!

Tomorrow

Tomorrow, last day for my Trial.

Is Account paper.

I guess, i had get enough prepared for tomorrow paper.

But while i was doing Paper 1's question, i found out i keep doing silly mistake.

Maybe because i am at home, so a bit cincai do. ==

I seriously hate myself when i done wrong for stupid question.

Hope tomorrow, i will do really well.

In mid-term exam, i get 98 mark, which really good enough and i was shocked.

This time,

if cannot better than last time, must also maintain at A+.

I am trying hard not to stress myself.

I keep telling myself to cool down.

Everything will be alright!

And i believe i can do it.

I put his picha as my wallpaper.

I listen to "Pictures of you" by The Last Goodnight.

These are both things that can cheer me up, and make me relax.

Fish, gambahteh!

Malaysia boleh, Ikan pun boleh!

I am not regret.

I can't find any single word to represent my feeling at this moment.

I just read Soya's blog.

I don't really know who she talking about.

But i do agree with what she said.

I love the sentence - I know, when i hand out something, i lost something.

Yet, this is the truth.

Its have been a long time i didnt really think of the past.

Yeah, i feel bad sometimes.

See-ing one gang of my Diamond friends do what also together.

I am from Diamond, but i am not that gang.

I dunno the reason.

Maybe just because of, the problem, or the konflik that happened last time.

But once i choose, i decide, i wont regret of my choice.

For no reason, i support my gal.

She is tough, and i love her. ^^

She also been through many hard times.

No one really know what she thinking.

I am not really ready to open my heart, share all things with you.

But, can you wait for it?

I will do it so.

Bii, i am always here, okay?

I believe, you will be my side also.

For some reason, I need to give up my laopo.

If you know who is she.

I remember all the things gone through us.

I always can teka out what's she thinking, and i am SYOK, hehe.

I never ever think of one day, we will become like this.

From very close friend, become Hi-Bye friend.

This is not the ending i want.

I hope we can be like last time, but its impossible.

I try my best to talk to her, but end up, still never change.

Time past so fast, everything around us keep changing.

The barriers between us getting bigger and bigger.

I know some of my friends trying hard to shorten the distance between us.

Our problem, hard to solve, because, even i don't know whats the problem.

Thank you, my friends.

Yeah, i sad and unhappy because of again i absent from every moment in her life.

But, what else can i do?

I have tried, i swear.

Maybe its takdir?

We just miss each other like this after i sent her a very important message.

A message which i am trying to use happy tone, to tell her my feeling.

Its just too late for me.

At the moment i passed by, you have get your new life.

At the moment you passed by, i had close my heart.

Now, our life life just started.

She got her Diamond's gang.

I have got my Seafoond family.

True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost."

Its normal that lost friends.

As we grow up, things change.

We will never expect what will happen next.

We can only treasure it.

We can only do our best.

Friends are forever, you might lose them but you'll never forget them.

At this moment, i appreciate everything.

My friend and i,

Let us keep each other side by side.

Let us held hands the whole way.

No matter who you are, as long as you are my friend.

雨,爱

This is the first time i post with chinese

Hehe

Dunno why got a feeling want to show this to you guys.

Its one of my article, which i love.

Its not about my feeling, its just a simply article full of gal's thinking.

Hope your like it.

那一天,我们相约去吃午餐.

一大群人都是在同一个地方一起去.

只有他,从比较远的地方搭巴士过来.

我们先到餐厅.

我一路都在和他互传信息看他几时到.

忽然,下起雨了.

我不假思索的,问他:"下雨了,需要我去接你吗?"

他很雀跃的告诉我:”要!”

信息中,还附上一个爱心.

我看着信息,无奈的苦笑.

多么希望,那个爱心,是代表他爱我.

我很清楚,他不爱我.

当他说他就快到的时候,我一个人撑着粉红色的雨伞,

跨过马路,到巴士站等他.

我看着一辆一辆汽车经过,轮胎碾过地上的污水,

弹起的污水溅湿我的校服,我的校鞋.

我却一点也不在乎.

此刻,

我的心,只盼望他的到来.

终于,他到了.

看着他从巴士跑下来,脸上带着笑容,

我忽然觉得,很庆幸,是我接他.

而不是其他女孩,看到他那电力十足的笑容.

我相信,是每一个女孩,都会怦然心动的.

但是,那一刻,那笑容是属于我的,不是其他人的.

我好想告诉他,他的笑容,是我的动力.

那时候,看着他的头发被雨水淋湿,却无暇去整理,

我有种冲动想帮他拨开贴在他额头的头发,帮他擦干身上的雨水.

我不敢付诸行动,因为我们什么都不是.

他叫了我一声:”鱼!”

我从思绪中醒来,连忙走上前去接他.

我望着他傻笑,他看着我呆笑.

因为,我们都发现,雨伞太小了.

我们两个必须挤在一块,才不会被雨淋到.

我们一句话也没说，开始在大笑.

这是所谓的默契吗?

他问我:”怎么办?”

我说:”就这样咯!”

我抓着他的手放在我的手上,让我们一起握着雨伞.

我们的肩并肩,靠得很近,

我甚至可以嗅到他身上那好闻的味道.

他好高好高,站在他身旁,让我很有安全感.

一路上,我一直在看着他的侧脸,

水滴从他的脸滑落,他好帅.

在这同时,他望了过来,瞬间的对视,

让我心跳加速,脸颊泛红.

我装着若无其事的,对他微笑.

他问我:"看什么啊?"

我说:"没什么啊."

幸好当时他没发现我的表情,不然,就糗大了.

我们俩相依偎,在雨中,就这样慢慢走去了餐厅.

我多希望有一部相机,把这一幕,记录下来,永远留下.

我多希望我的手表,就这样,停住,永远只在这一个瞬间.

只有在那一刻,那一秒,我可以自私的,把你当作是我的.

T^T

i am so scared lah. YER

next monday, is the last day for exam.

The subject is account.

When mis-term that time, i did very well in account.

I score 38 for paper 1 and full mark for paper 2.

So total mark is 98.

This time, trial, i damn scared de.

Haih.

Fish oh fish, you must do well!

Dun dissapointed yourself, okay?

If really score well, then must go buy the novel!

haha, as my award.

Hehe

Nice day

^^, today we went huey home to celebrate her birth.

me and Sheila bought a cake, the shape is dog and purple colour de.

The cake so cute and taste not bad lah. Hehe

I give her many many things.

Total 17 present for her birth this year.

This is the first year i celebrate with her, and with friends.

I always hope to make her birth memorable and we all can enjoy very much.

Yes, we had made it.

We all very happy today, really.

Play, chat, sing, eat and even cry.

Huey cried when she saw the cardboard i give her.

Actually i thought she wont cry, she kinda tough.

But she shocked me when i saw her big eyes full with tears.

At that moment, i felt damn syok.

And sure very happy she like it.

I had enjoyed.

Thank you Huey,

your birthday had made my day fantastic.

Love you always.

What i want to tell you all in the Hotlink book already.

Hehe

Happy Birthday, Huey

muahahahaha!

today is 03.10.10,

is my baby gal birthday.

i had prepared a big suprise for her.

i know she wont cry, but hope she happy.

Happy Birthday, Lim Voon Huey!

Suprise

Sunday, its the day i am waiting for so long.

I hope what i done, will make her feel, i really care of her.

Although, we are getting less and less time be together.

Babe, just wait for ur suprise, specially for you.